On The Other Side

I dunno... 

It's all so complicated see.

Look - it's like this: you were a child once, and your parents told you some stories, or you went to Sunday School or to Madrasas or 'church' and this is where you acquired a background 'knowledge' about some weird things. I mean they are really weirdo weird if you think about it.

This morning I read in someone's comments somewhere about ignorance and illiteracy and stupidity being enshrined in modern (they meant modern American) society - and they said that there were no consequences for this, which was the reason it was all permitted to go on the way it has done.

It's all so perfectly charming.

I have been struggling - and to be honest about it, I have been paying lip service to 'caring' about families and children and 'nice people' getting slaughtered - over the Biblical statement about one third of the human race being slaughtered at some point.

Well - is that point now, and if it is, how am I really going to feel about it 'if/when' it does happen then?

Not sure. Hasn't actually happened yet.

Can it happen?

Ha ha. 

Well that's a question now, isn't it?

Even Yuval Noah Harari would be walking a long mile in rationalizations at that point, to come up with some cheap excuse as to why the Bible is not right afterall!

Actually his argument is not that the Bible is wrong or the prophecies in it are all wrong, but that he has never seen one of these famous/infamous 'Four Horsemen of the Apocalypse' and also, he didn't think they were really going to be riding horses anyway - not in the year 2023+/-.

Never says actual 'horses' though; says things like horses with armor.

Yeah one big problem with just any old 'ordinary' human person interpreting any Biblical or other sacred literature, is that they are all dense and yet very intent on asserting mostly slanders.

Yuval Noah Harari says
angels do not live in 
amazing tall towers like 'we' all 
have down here in Hell.

The four angels held at the Euphrates - must be fallen angels, right? And demonic. 

Or else why would they be being 'held' there?

But we know who these are.

We know exactly, from earliest Biblical passages what angels are at the Euphrates, and we also know what they are doing there.

They are ensuring you don't get back into Eden and -, there is a flaming sword which points in four directions there, literally that will kill you if you try to go past it.

In that treasury in South Indian, at Travancore, where there is a trillion dollars at least in gold and jewels, only mantrikas, can cause the iron doors to open, protected as they are by the two flame-breathing dragon-serpents that are there depicted on the outside, but actually there on the inside -, and with those doors made in some fashion whereby no human is able to cause their locks to release.

'For in that day that you eat thereof, you will surely die.'

As coral fish and sea creatures make their homes in destroyed and abandoned structures, be they old ships or rocks and stones erupted out of the ocean floor from volcanoes, it is possible to live in a ruined and abandoned world.

'You' the Earthly being cannot get back into Eden. Sattvas can, for their natural abide is in Sattvam.

French (Corsican/Andalusian) actress
Vahina Giocante
dances the Pyrrhic dance...

...And then, it doesn't matter what happens to the rest of the world. So long as you get back in.

How much would you pay to learn what was really in Hunter's laptop?

Do you think it is simply that they were making criminal corruption deals with the Chinese for millions of dollars?

Do you think it is as simple as that?

I've never made a secret that I knew John McAfee. I've mentioned conversations that we had here, even while he was still alive.

He was not necessarily a difficult guy, but he was of course slightly stubborn and self-involved - but by the same token he knew where the money was. And how to get it.

I don't say that he was arrogant, but he behaved arrogantly in the sense that he thought he could have gotten away with 'extortion' where Julian Assange and others never had.

Vahina Giocante.
Wonder what's on her
laptop...

But I will tell you for no money at all what was in Hunter's laptop that is so bad, in case you haven't by now already guessed, and see - heck I can keep secrets!

The only reason I am saying all this now is because it's already out in journalist circles. There's no point anybody coming looking for me 1. because I'm not extorting anyone, and 2. I haven't got any secrets.

Oh. The thing on the laptop?

Well that's extensive discussion, including many many emails between Hillary and Valerie Jarrett and Victoria Nuland and even Barack Obama, about their plan to create a war with Russia in the Ukraine.

As if you didn't guess that already, right?

Islamic Shock Of Shocks

There are several sections in the Bible, with wording to the effect of - 'And seal this up until the Time of the End.

What I am about to reveal now, the number of ordinary people on the planet Earth, who know it - is literally none.

If by saying that it means anything...

Anyways, let's have at it then, as they say.

I think she does live-streams still, 
now and again,
and you can ask her questions -
and she is as good
a speaker on meditation techniques
as anyone that I know.

'Abu Yusuf Ibn Jabir al Haiyyan.'

As usual, Islamic books tend to assert the existence of an individual - who simply never existed at all.

Certainly not in the form or in the actual name as the writings all will portray or assert.

Al Haiyyan aka 'Geber,' is acknowledged by modern academics as the creator of experimental chemistry, and the discoverer of ammonium chloride and quite possibly the individual who systematized the chemical distillation of alcohol (spirit).

However I am going to tell you a different thing about it. 

This name is a cover name for a secret school whose leader sometimes went by this title within Arabic Muslim places where it would have been fatal to openly say, do, teach or practice any of the things this school was engaged in undertaking down through many centuries.

So much so is this the case in fact, that there were several other people who could not possibly have lived for so long in natural years had they genuinely been the original and the one-and-only 'Ibn Jabir al Haiyyan' (sometimes written just 'Hayyan' and also in the West 'Geber') - and these all ended up with the cognomen eventually, outside of the specific inner circle, of 'Pseudo-Geber.'

Venetian glasswork.

I can't remember if I made this quite clear in that last book on Amazon/Kindle, when talking about the Venetian female alchemist Isabella Cortese, and how that she had said that she had spent many years studying under 'Geber -,' but that it was in fact 'Pseudo-Geber.' But you will see anyway in a moment why this is not exactly either a confabulation or a conflating of different 'identities.'

You see, 'Jabir' means 'Comforter;' and 'Haiyyan' means 'quickening.'

Yes. This is a Christian religious identity.

As modern day Muslim apologists all wish to say that the New Testament prophesied the coming of 'the Comforter' and that this means 'Muhammad,' in fact the Arabic manuscript culture which was employed by successive political ruling regimes, was continually doing this kind of thing, ever since they took over the Hebrew and Christian religious center of Jurisprudence at Ctesiphon, and were intent on manufacturing a parallel conversion of the train (the lineage) of why at all Ctesiphon had in the first place been so esteemed.

There is no actual 'person:' 'of the Comforter, the Giver of Life.' (Ibn Jabir al Haiyyan).

This is why when Isabella Cortese said she had come literally and directly from the school of this alchemist (seven hundred years after his apparent life-time), what she herself was doing was continuing the long tradition of disguising who and what they all were, and who she was really studying under.

The entire body of alleged writings of Haiyyan, contain an incredible amount of references, direct translations, and many accurate copies of now well-known very ancient Greek and Persian writers as well as vague sources from other cultural texts - on mathematics, experiments with compounds, geometry, and logic and philosophy.

'Al Haiyyan' was simply the leader of a school, and not a single actual person by that name.

All you Christians know exactly what is meant if someone says 'the Comforter' or 'quickening.'

Muslims, though, do not.

I listen to angels from my Kaaba.

And so they are the first to think this is, must be -, the name of a person. And the whole of modern Western academia just parrots whatever nonsense has the most powerful political platform at the given time anyway so they are no better of a help when it comes to understanding what is going on here.

None of this undermines what things 'Haiyyan' or 'Geber' achieved. A rose by any name, right?

Yet in all, the mere fact that so much of the modern narratives from original Greek textual Christianity - especially things like the Apocalypse - are not only written in this same style of disguising a hidden meaning ('to them I speak in parables...'), but the failure to comprehend the true and hidden, meaning/s can be deadly.

As most of you by now know, I had a visit by four 'characters' last week, who for all the world to me at least, appeared very drunk notwithstanding that they possessed some remarkable and sobering, sets of facts and handed over some details that can only have come from the most precise and correct, that is -, true, sources for such information.

I frankly have to tell you that it is a little bit disconcerting when the one who was clearly the leader of them - deliberately called to my direct attention something to do with what he was calling the 'Ser Firat Nehris.'

Now there are not too many people on the planet today who call the Euphrates river, the Suphrates. And this is a little bit alarming.

On with the show though then -, I guess.

 

 

The Relationship

So is this 'Saint Paul' some special guy and absolutely no one else can 'see' this 'light?'

I will not make any distinction between the sensations that most people who have reported encounters with 'flying objects/craft' and any kind of 'vision' that is being conveyed in all sorts of ancient writings about 'sacred' visions and events. In the first place people today say the electrics in their cars and trucks act up, and they feel a magnetic sensation, and then, that they are somewhat disoriented. So was Enoch, so was Elijah. They both could not speak to anyone for days after. So...

Why don't the Aliens just come down
and take me out to a Five Star New York
restaurant??

Secondly, there are a few here around the place whose actual personal history already involves very fundamental connection with 'not of this world' stuff literally from more or less 'birth.'

At the same time I know that there is no differentiation between people - whether you stepped off a space ship or somehow were 'implanted' or whatever - 'humans' are all part of the same grouping of life form and species.

Which unfortunately though, brings us to the very word 'Man...'

'Manu' is the Sanskrit word for the archetypal being from which we all come - we are using a Sanskrit word to describe ourselves.

There were not back then, and there never have been, any authentic grammatical schemes for the word construction of what is said to be the ancient Hebrew construction of the Book of Genesis. There were no diacriticals at the time of the supposed 'writing' upon scrolls, of Genesis by Moses or being carried around by Jews at the time of Moses and it is a matter of subjective interpretation all the way along the line, which words go first in a sentence that ends up being 'dogma' from out of the Book of Genesis.

Happens to be though, that people learned in the Zohar all know that 'Y' in Yehovah is the essential indication that the being descended down (tautology, yes I know) from the heavens; 'Y' being the descriptive symbol meaning that. 

Without the leg part coming down (into the Earth) the letter symbol is 'V.'

We have discussed this in such a way that it has never before been discussed anywhere on this planet in any public way -, the Greek letter 'Y-psilon' and its connection to Pythagoras - in that latest book up on Amazon/Kindle 'Venetian Alchemy For Adults.'

So... ...the Jews want to say "In The Beginning God said 'Let there be Light.' "

And they say 'Yehi Or.' Well, they don't all say it that way but all of modern on-line sources echo it that way and so does Wikipedia.

Haliene wearing modern Australian
indigenous culture style - 
in Melbourne, yesterday.

Happens to be though that the Hebrew sentence also from the Bible 'And God Called Forth' is - Vaiyikra.

Well come on, Muslims. You all know that is true from what you are told the being 'Jibreel' said to Muhammad when he squeezed him three times: 'Ikra Ikra Ikra.'

Happens to be that the Sanskrit way to say 'Let There Be Light' is Va I Or.

Nama Shi-Va Y-Ooooooohr.

Na Ma Shi Va Y Aw.

'Vav' in ancient Hebrew, also means 'Wow.'

And God called forth the Light - 'Vai Y Or.'

Na: Red

Ma: Orange

Sh: Yellow (Surya - the being who is the Sun)

Y: Green

Va: Blue

I: Indigo

Orrrrr: Gold or Violet

...And then White Light.

'Mantra' does not mean 'Transcending the thinking (human) mind.'

It means crossing/traversing (Tras; Sanskrit word), the linear thinking mind (the mind of Manu; from the word root manas, the linear thinking mind of the creature Manu).

You are a 'Manu' creature.

Kasyapa Lake.
Srinagar.
Kashmir.

You have a linear thinking mind.

You cannot see the Supernal Light with your linear thinking mind unless you put it all together in its linear composed parts. This is the way you do it.

It is not necessarily the way it can or might be done in any given instance - but it is the way your mind does it, since your mind is the Manu Mind form.

If you are a Jew you can argue all you want that 'God' is a Jew and exists principally, in fact only for people who come from a small region in what are even incorrectly called Semitic lands (well for one thing, that would be Babylon, not Israelyon (lol). And in the Whole Entire Cosmos, there are basically only Jews. And Jehovah. And Moses but he never stole the 'Laws' from Hammurabi. Honest.

And if you are a Muslim you can argue all you want that Allah lives inside a big black box in Mecca, when everyone knows He comes from Pakistan. Well, not Pakistan, but Kashmir.

Kasyapa, one of the Saptarishis, established Kashmir from the lake there that represents his mind being named after him and from then all the whole area: Kashmir.

Manu lived for a long time and then he found that his children were all behaving very badly upon the face of the World, and he knew that Shiva was going to destroy them all, and Vishnu, coming to him in the form of a large fish, spoke to him advising him to build a sea-going vessel...

You know the rest of the (Jewish, right?) story.

God knows the things that you need
and that you want. Some of them
you're not allowed to have!

LOL

Unless you can call forth the Supernal Light alone from within yourself, how are you saying that you have any equivalency relationship with actual immortal, Divine Beings?

Sure you can be an underling. That's always possible too.

When you call forth the Light - then, does it join up with actual Highest End Light/s?

If you, a mortal, temporary material creature can 'imagine' a light of some kind, then you are just imagining it; it isn't real.

If there really is a 'God' however, and It/He/They think (even 'imagine') a light into existence, it is real. It is real and you are not real. 

You're the one that isn't real.

Not the Light. The Light is real.

If the Light has a relationship with you, then you become real. See 1 Corinthians 15 all the way to the end. There can be all kinds of 'you' forms - some are Jews, some are Muslims, some are people from other planets. See 1 Corinthians 15 all the way to the end.

I am not going to place some rigid, dogmatic form for reaching up, reaching out with your mind to superior mind forms. I am not going to tell you that have to go to some Evangelical church, some mega church, or even on Haj to Mecca.

You can see the light with this.
The Father, the Son, and the Holy Frikkin'
Ghost Pepper.

I am going to tell you it is by no means easy to 'see' what most people think cannot be seen or is not even there.

The lake of the mind can be stilled and become clear, but its role is extreme complexity and sophisticated too.

Which is why we say to read all of these great books like Euclid and what there is of Pythagoras and so on. These kinds of sophisticated thoughts create ripples that are seen by others. 

Your mind must become able to propagate laser beams...

See? Simple, right.

'Ahav.' The relationship of light.

 

The First Inklings

Okay let's forget about what's going to happen tomorrow evening (Tuesday evening) somewhere.

That kind of thing - saying something ahead of when it ensues - is called 'prophecy' and prophets are guys who enforce some powerful supernatural ruler's edicts.

And that's not what's going on here.

Winter is coming, darkness is already
here.
Where is the light?

What I want to do is be as helpful as possible, without treading on anyone's toes - be they yours or some 'other being's' toes.

The problem with those who are forcing this agenda of 'atheist materialism' down people's throats is that they are deliberately pretending that there is no such thing as an integrated, intelligent, organized, sub-visual world of things that you are part of and can communicate with and through.

They got away with that kind of thing in the past, but today, we know there are so many things that we cannot see with our plain eyes, but are nevertheless all around us and that have significant effects on everything. Gravity - we don't even know what that is although we claim to be able to measure it - then strange frequencies of energy we cannot see with our eyes, and completely sub-atomic phenomena that render data across vast oceans of space and time... Many things.

So James Fallon is an atheist materialist, and all of them have an agenda; and it's a very particular one. That kind of individual will tell you one thing, and it will be scientifically correct, and then he will propose a dichotomy about it - but present you with a false opposite and on account of the first proposition being sound, it is possible that a lot of people will not see the fallacy of the second one.

Same goes for many modern movie makers. They will never tell you that they are not the ones who 'devised,' or 'invented,' or 'created' anything, but that they took it from someone else who never had the same agenda that they do. But they will work their agenda in underneath the original story-line and you will be none the wiser.

Fortress of Solitude.
Believe me, although Jesus 'when two or 
more of you...' it is a lot easier
doing things alone at first, because...

Theodore Sturgeon could have been the originator of the Sense8 narrative proposition, but then, earlier than he, was John Wyndham and his books The Chrysalids and The Midwich Cuckoos.

Paul Wallis and his colleague Mauro Biglino recently made the extremely accurate critique of the standard mainstream narrative about 'Jehovah' and Moses, and asked the question: 'How come Jehovah was not able to protect Moses from the effects of his flying conveyance, but the rocks and the stones of the mountain were...?' (Jehovah told Moses to hide behind some rocks in the mountain as his 'glory' passed by, otherwise he would be killed).

Great question. Answer - 'Jehovah' cannot be 'God.'

The end.

At the same time there are also those people claiming to be 'Christians' who right now are propounding a different story about something else, not on the basis of any kind of facts or logic, but who will just go ahead and slander some character or figure of someone else's ancient culture - in the specific case that I am thinking about here, it is 'Ishtar,' the Akkadian name for basically a female deity who is in most cultures around the world. And they say that this figure is appropriating the rainbow imagery and using it to I guess, promote the modern LGBTQ and so on, agenda, whatever that is and I am not sure that I even know really what it is, although I have heard all of the conspiracy theories about what it is supposed to be.

People when they are 'together' can't
frikkin' concentrate!

So there is no 'the end' there. These people's accusations -, really what they do is cast suspicion on rainbows! Well what did rainbows ever do to anyone to deserve this treatment?

Semiotics and public relations and marketing is why people adopt images and symbols from out of real things in nature that are widely known. But no one really legitimately believes the natural things themselves imaged by the symbols are really the messages of the man-made symbols.

A snake is a morally neutral thing, unless it bites you and even then, you might have trodden on it or gotten too close to it. Same as fire is morally neutral, but it can still burn you and harm you.

Sure you might not agree with the agenda of those who have adopted the rainbow as the symbol of their current ideology, but that has nothing to do with actual rainbows!

Or, you might agree with their agendas and ideologies but still that has nothing at all to do with actual natural rainbows -, splits of light into spectral arrangements of ascending frequencies.

In fact, the LGBTQ community has no interest either way if energy increases in order to put out the same amounts of power at shorter wavelengths of photons...

So how are you, a modern human being with some science, going to get around the fact - and it is a fact - that the energy required for you to breakthrough the darkness of your material physical brain-mind and actual optical vision, means you either have to overcome the drop-off called the 'ultra-violet catastrophe' or that you acknowledge that this area in the Gauss curve of spectral frequencies as they ascend, means that that 'missing energy' must be going somewhere; is going somewhere. Are you going to blame 'Ishtar??' Is the missing energy being eaten/stolen, by a demon??

Do you believe that kind of stupid mindless nonsense?

You cannot see it - guaranteed that it is going therefore to the place where your optical vision does not operate. Because energy in trajectory doesn't just 'disappear' as in, get destroyed.

Okay so let's just bring things back to a reasonable level - you want to 'see' something.

You cannot see it right away and you definitely cannot see it using your plain optical vision.

But something is going on.

And the first thing that will confirm it is that you will get an inkling that something is going on.

That's how it starts. Because your brain - your mechanical, material physical brain - has to adjust to some kind of rarely-employed bridge that will allow some subtle forms of data in, and that must then be processed in that physical brain before it makes conscious physical sense to you.

Well what ever made you think that unless you are able to feel light, to sense it, to know it, to understand each constituent bit of it, that you are going to be able to really see it for what it is?

Someone here asked me for a simple basic daily practice that will lead to this communication breakthrough - and I guess to some extent we are talking about this 'empathic' thing going on with the characters in the drama series Sense8, or with the telepathy of the people in The Chrysalids and The Midwich Cuckoos.

A colorful bowl of LGBTQ demonic
salad with flowers.
LOL
People will say anything and worse still,
they will be believed!
Never mind Jesus said 'And Solomon in
all his glory.' No. This is evil lettuce.
According to the evangelicals.
Who have a money-making business.

Well the answer is every day, know and understand and feel your colors. What does that mean 'feel?' Well you know how to feel, don't you?

You are a human. You are not a piece of light... You can't feel anything emotional for light... You are not light.

LOL

Or are you.

Bob Oechsler, the NASA scientist and mechanical engineer who later on became a researcher and reporter who disclosed a huge amount of documents from the CIA and the US military about craft that were in the hands of 'someone' in some shadowy agency somewhere, and who also revealed statements from US military people who had had encounters with ET Aliens, said that these beings were able to pump out light through their skin.

Could be. I dunno, right.

That 'Sense8' music video by Kerli. Man she got angry with Hollywood after this - she said they couldn't care less about people and ideas and anything spiritual. For them it was just about money and power.

This video clip is called 'What is Human?' Very funny, Kerli. 

 

 

The Current, The Torrent

I think that music video (that we will play again soon, not right now though) featuring scenes from the drama series 'Sense8' is very interesting and appropriate to use for the discussion here.

It would be a serious mistake for me not to tell you about the circling sharks around us. So the Sense8 show is a good thing to bring into it now. We are not operating in a vacuum.

There are far too many things behind some of these TV shows... It's like what I was reading on the private finance board the other day about this American neuro-scientist James Fallon - everything he says seems so amazing and also intellectually satisfying, but then when you discover he's not exactly who the media portray him to be, then it is also a mistake though, to throw the baby out with the bathwater, so to speak.

You need the ones infused with germanium 
crystals... You know about those ones,
right?

You, on the other hand -, that is to say, the average person in the average walk of life, is not going to be able to 'discover' anything about Fallon. That is what CIA is all about, isn't it?

I think I have said several times in the past that there was a big fight inside you-know-where between two I guess 'factions' - one being the Boston-based academic wing, and the other the 'old school' operational people who mainly came actually from military libraries (Cambridge Analytica) and the actual boots-on-the-ground military people as such.

Boston won and now the CIA is a very sophisticated tool of a globalist elite who have zero allegiance to the American culture or way of life or history or anything like that at all.

Same goes for the Wachowski Sisters (co-wrote Sense8, the drama series). Lilly Wachowski went to Emerson College in Boston. Just think 'National Student Association.'

Both sisters are pseudo nieces I guess, of Lucie Arnaz (Lucille Ball's daughter). Lucie Arnaz is a member of the 'New Thought' movement, which is pretty much everything that you have in the Monroe Institute except it never claims to have ever had any links to any military experiments... But it does have a lot of money and powerful people behind it and in it.

And, it's illegal for me to tell you any more than that.

You have no idea how much 'New Thought'
would pay to learn what you've been shown.
Remember - I was with Thomas C. Schelling 
pretty much the same time as
Lucie Arnaz and well before
the Wachowskis were even born.
Oh yes oh yes - Armaz was with the RAND
Corp because her mom was a big-timer
in US foreign missions.

The Wachowskis' biological uncle, is the Hollywood producer and actor/director Laurence Luckinbill (married to Lucie Arnaz) - who played Spock's half-brother Sybok in Star Trek V.

Anyway anyway.

If you just take things as they come, from the front-end, then Sense8 is more or less, well - it's you and me and a few others around here. But nobody else knows that and certainly no one from Hollywood and the Chase Brandon crew knows that we are actually here.

(You all know who/what 'Chase Brandon' is, right?).

And you will find out why it's not a good idea for too many people to know what's going on. By now already you yourself will have realized that you, are long in the making, and that 'someone' in Chase Brandon knew from a long way back that these things were afoot anyway. They're not on your side though, let me tell you!

And you will also see why in a second.

What I wanted to focus on, with that music video (which was made using the music of Kerli and Seven Lions and - Tyson Illingworth from Brisbane, Australia) was the New Year's Evening fireworks.

Christmas is more or less on top of us now, and New Year's will be right there next up after that, and as you move forward, you will start to feel not just sense, but feel, the power of connection. You will feel the electricity that is flowing through connected beings, all of whom are not really part of this world at all.

And it is important not to lose your balance in the rushing sensation, in the powerful current, in the torrent of the sub-visible material ocean.

You either have the power,
or you 'don't got da power.'
Well but you see, you have to have
the right brand of engine to 
have the real power.

And - and here is where those behind today's iteration of clandestine and often covert government agencies are deeply fearful - at some point you will realize that these things are all just book-ends: on one end is where you get together with those you can personally get on with and you all have a good time and that's a thrill; but it's equally a thrill although of a different kind when you realize that you have other powers as well.

The way to know that you have those other powers and to know just how staggering they are, is to feel, to sense (lol) the nice ones, right?

You can feel the nice ones. Yes you can. 

The others can't because although they know all about it and probably better than you and me, they do not have the authority to access it. You do.

We are not living in a 'clean world' my friends. And so it would be entirely false to proceed as though we are all Pollyanna. We are not messed up and messed about with, but neither should we be naiive about what is going on around us, even while we think beautiful thoughts about beautiful things. 

So yes you can. But just keep a mind for what's behind us while you're beginning to see the light in the dark. I originally wanted this to be a simple, pure experience. It won't be but never mind. Go on, try - here:

Lyrics:

I can’t find my love

I can’t find another way My soul is cryin’ Love is all my life I remember a melody and I ask you a word I can hear your voice all over I can hear your voice in the night We’ll be together and we’ll fly over And I can feel you in my prayer And I will go with you away I’m not a dreamer And I can feel you in my prayer, And I will go with you away I’m not a dreamer But now I know love is on Whatever you say I remember another time The pleasure of you I can discover another way I can feel you over tonight I will find my angel And we'll fly high