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Wednesday, 26 July 2023

David Grusch Testimony Under Oath To Congress

As you know by now, David Grusch, a well-credentialed Intelligence Officer, just gave his sworn testimony to the US Congress re these 'UAP's', which he outright characterized as 'Alien' and confirmed directly in so many words, everything we have been saying here for a number of years now - namely that the US does have some ET Alien technology and that his official research while he was a government intel officer tasked to work on that matter, for four years - into government files and archived material - causes him to conclude that there has been a multi-decades cover-up about it.

In the texts we have been linking to here over several months, the Eastman-Kodak 'High Altitude Laboratories Program' and photographic technology and data center ('Hawkeye Facility') were detailed as key places whose heads and senior engineers and technicians were directly among those most involved, and that the basic program was run under Thomas C Schelling.

This is only sci fi fantasy art.
There are no military groups on
this planet with anything like this
for real.

These details are not covered in the Congressional testimony just yet but they lie behind the furtive words and phrases being used there - although, to be fair, all of the three witnesses categorically say 'ET Alien;' and most tellingly, they asserted that the evidence and the existing files (much of which Grusch and the Congress Chair admitted were currently classified and not able to be divulged in the testimony right now) clearly and conclusively showed these craft and their pilots were not of Earthly origin. 

That is the first time anything like that has been said as testimony under oath in Congress by any officials or retired and ex-officials in the relevant fields.

David Fravor also noted that the key reason for the 'recent' confirmed and tracked sightings was because all of the radar and sensing equipment there had been upgraded in a certain particular way - where those sightings and trackings happened.

...Now - I guess in some ways everyone reading here is pretty fortunate to have been well ahead of the information curve as it has been delivered now officially, but then in one way not so fortunate because now we are stating that there will be an abrupt change in the tone of these types of inquiries, since there is soon going to be a very much more 'problematic' (to the security of countries and governments) set of 'incidents' related to this fairly 'out there' matter.

Superficially, and albeit people like Fravor and a number of others have pointed out the electronics jamming that these craft undoubtedly were engaged in carrying out against US military deployments and operations, is in all other cases technically deemed to be 'hostile action' - whatever incidents of actual material encounters that have occurred seem to have been quite benign, they are of course anything but that.

These are gold-inlaid chopsticks.
I use them to pick up small bits of 
frankincense...
But that's only a ritual you see in the 
Apocalypse.
And no one has told you what it means.



Personally I am not in any hurry to witness any clearly hostile actions by people with such advanced technology and clear advantages of technology and skill over humans, and so I am myself reluctant to attach a future time-frame and a co-ordination of time and location.

What I can tell you is but for a lot of other activities also going on in parallel to the planned ET Alien 'fly overs' - the main thing could happen at any moment from right now.

There are a couple of you here with some access to the information-stream as well and as soon as several agreed reports all basically concurring come in, well, we might as well all go hide somewhere strongly-built straight away. ...If that's what your first move would be, although it would not be my first reaction.

And if you want to be 'realistic' about things, then it is a serious matter for NATO or top leaders from there or anyone in the Washington Administration to go mouthing off about sending a military fleet into the Black Sea! Albeit they will find it impossible to resist when they discover that Putin was smarter than they have been and is quite able to use proxies of his own to, for instance do the unthinkable and make 'incursions' at least, into Poland territory or else, where the Poles think they have some 'claim' right now.

How serious?

Well, it's very serious because it will be the US that thinks to use some kind of nuclear weapon in this conflict, not Russia - and that is because it has basically had its ass handed to it in conventional warfare and cannot find any other viable strategy going forward. So it's the US that is 'nuclear biased' right now, not anyone else.

'Eating deep-fried prawns
while Washington burns.'
Won't literally be Washington
though. 
I use different implements for these; 
not gold-inlaid chopsticks!
...Which is not to say I couldn't.

So yeah we are on the verge of actual manifested nuclear warfare.

And there is only one 'lesson' that Washington can learn that will stop it from being as bloody stupid as it has been over the last several years...

The Sanhedrin using Rome as its proxy, crucified (killed/murdered) Jesus Christ and now it is going to crucify you. Meaning millions and millions of ordinary people.

So you'd better hope like hell that I am right.

Otherwise you're just gonna be 'crucified' and then incinerated in a huge mass nuclear conflagration. F* the 'Holocaust.

This is going to kill way more than 'just' six million.

Unless someone steps in now and de-fangs the snake.

Russia outstrips the US by a factor of forty - and has done for many decades - in the production of military equipment and missiles and strike-weaponry including general ammunition. And the US equipment standard is well behind and much of its weapons systems do not work in the modern conflict situation.

So you're basically talking idiots and lunatics driving the world to an armed conflict with a far superior military power - and the only actual potential competitive weapon is a nuclear one.

There are forty-plus Onyx 'unstoppable' hyper-sonic missiles stationed at the mouth of the Black Sea. In one opening salvo half the entire Northern Allied Command in the Mediterranean would be wiped out instantly if it steps foot into the Black Sea in Russian territorial water with menace on its mind.

The US is going to attempt to use nuclear weapons. It's the only thing it has left.

These are purpose-built for picking
up burning frankincense.


Super-advanced intelligent beings are not stupid at the same time as being smarter than humans!

Flying little white thingies off Virginia Beach was to test where it's all at.

That must be pretty clear even to 'Blind Freddie' by now in this affair. Except it's not and that's how dumb humans are.

Oh yes, my friends; there is going to be a 'fly over' all right. Don't you worry 'bout that.

Humans are so frikkin' predictable. That's the sad thing.

'Let us go down into the city, into its streets, staying there overnight to witness for ourselves the evil of those people...'

I'm just guessing, right. This track is called 'The Future Becomes The Past.' 



Tuesday, 25 July 2023

Exotic Timeless Present

Spinoza is the relatively modern voice from the world of well-known philosophers, who is accorded the position of having set down some sort of Universal - as others have now called it - Panentheism: the idea that a 'thing' of some kind, very much beyond the limitations of material characteristics including the intelligence of living natural beings, must exist both outside of all matter and materiality, as well as through all of it.

Without going so far himself, the logical extension of this trajectory of thought, is that such a 'thing,' must stand outside of, and beyond, and yet also within Time encompassing all of it.

The reason for these kinds of constructs is that very clearly there is consistent rational order based on mathematical and geometric rules and therefore it is those rules themselves which 'exist' in any truest sense of the word 'ultimately.' But since all of the Universal rules follow intelligible systems of material (aka 'physics') conduct, then rationally, there is also an 'intelligence rule' implied and thus also necessarily an Ultimate Form of the Intelligent (being; I suppose you would have to say at this stage of the argument, that it simply must be a kind of a being).


But of course such ideas are not in any way at all 'modern.' They come directly from Parmenides and from Plato. ...And, from the Apocalypse.

Yes. For here we absolutely clearly see in several places, the philosophical statement regarding the ending of Time as it is known about and perceived in the mortal human world.

There and in other places in the text also, we see another statement which impinges on the material consequences and the moral and human implications of these ideas within the complete Biblical narrative: 'God gives to individuals according to what their work will be...' 

Huh?

It is written in very peculiar language, because it appears that the person speaking is speaking in the 'now,' but yet He says it about something that is to come in some future. It is contextualized expressly in the famous 'Alpha-Omega' (all of Everything, outside of Time) statement:

'"Behold, I come quickly (a 'natural time flow' thing) and my reward is with me (an existential permanent now thing), to give every man (when?), according as his work shall be.

"I am Alpha and Omega."

Chinoiserie - is the juxtaposition
of the ancient cultural and the
relative modernism of Paris 
circa Silvia Beach and Chanel and 
all of this.

Well this is Parmenides straight out.

He uses a term 'Aletheia' which is the opposite of oblivion - and it means disclosure, or revealing -, in other words 'Apocalypse.'

And in his verses, he describes the concept of the Final Ultimate 'Godhead' as containing everything from Beginning to Ending (of everything including Time). There are some parts of his poetry which are no longer extant but I happen to know they literally say 'Alpha and Omega.'

This is Parmenides.

But here is the point - let's say all of these guys (and some gals who wrote this kind of stuff way back too) are right. Then when you go pray at your mosque or you follow the liturgy at your cathedral or church or whatever, these are all distractions, time-wasting diversions from what you should be doing.

You work is good (means you are a moral person; doesn't mean that you cannot do wrong, or have failure/s, or make mistakes), and so there is a Supreme giver of benefits because your 'work' is good. And since that Supreme Giver exists above Time, but yet exists in the permanent and Eternal now, then there is absolutely not only nothing standing in the way of you having the beneficial possessions from that Source now, but in fact that is when you 'get them.' 

Spinoza was cheered by the modern atheists because he outright asserted categorically that no actual personal being existed in the form of what he was calling 'god.'

But that was not what Parmenides said.

You see Parmenides is right and Spinoza is wildly irrational here.

There cannot be an intelligent thing outside of Time and material space without it being intelligible; and amenable to other intelligent living 'actors' (in the Cosmic arrangement).

But how, how is it possible to have something always exactly the same, yet outside of Time, intelligible, and intelligent, and then again able to 'happen in Time' too?

Chinese 'fake' lacquer-work from 
the time of Queen Anne.

Well, if intelligent then alive. If alive and intelligent at this level then it makes its own decisions. 

But as for all the rest well I will personally on my own account perform a 'miracle' here and now and show it to you, that is, not simply describe it but literally hand it to you as an experience.

The answer is something you already well know and are quite familiar with. The process is music and the thing itself is a song.

aka - you go to the Sonata Cafe and you listen to a rendition of Beethoven's Fidelio, which is actually a whole entire opera and the only one he ever wrote.

You are dealing with an alive 'thing.'

So don't repeat stuff, just mindlessly parroting things and avoiding the immediate and instant consciousness of the concept of something intelligent, alive, and existentially now.

You say well but when, when does stuff actually happen?

You know when things happen in a song.

And sure they kind of still take you by surprise too though.

...I am preparing you for the 'fly-over.' Believe me it will be a lot more shocking than people imagine, coming from their militant continuous position of 'skepticism' and 'rationality' which they all think they are being and doing. LOL What a laugh.




Sunday, 23 July 2023

For That Day Shall Not Come, Except...

The rumors have all started to gain traction in the standard general media, that Russia does have plans to set off some kind of nuclear explosion as a warning, in the North Pole region somewhere.

The concept behind such a thing is that it 'should' send a powerful and visual message to the West that the kind of trouble which will certainly eventuate if this insanity continues for much longer, will be far greater than the public has up till now fully understood.

I swear I was just trying to be calm
and say relaxing things.
I think you can still approach
all of this that way. Why not?


But that is still far and away the least of the nuclear weapons risks - tactically, there are ambitions among high-ranking Russian military planners, to effect some kind of long-term 'area denial' to Poland, which is evidently making moves to take over control of Western parts of the Ukraine.

Secondly, there have been on-going attempts by the UK SAS and whatever is left of the Ukrainian military, to destroy electricity to the Zaporizhzhia nuclear power plant - and this would most certainly lead to a meltdown there and all sorts of catastrophic outcomes thereafter.

Fundamentally, there is no realistic 'Ukrainian ground-fighting military' left - and its air force was taken out a long time ago in this conflict.

And that means things will come to a head this side of the winter.

You could thus 'predict' that the ultimate disaster will happen not later than November of this year. And that's not far off...

Biblically, everyone wants to say that no one is able to 'predict the End' (by which is meant the End; the End when um, God returns and all of this) - and at the same time, there are a number of channels on YouTube talking about this lunatic 'red heifer' sacrifice in the 'Second Temple' (or is it the Third one by now? Dunno; not sure) and how the carrying out of this ritual would spell the Advent of the so-called 'Anti-Christ' in person.

...However none of that is what the Bible actually says.

When there is no one left 
in the streets (or anywhere else)
alive.

What it says is that 'for that day shall not come (and don't let anyone deceive you that it is going to come at such-and-such a point), except that the Man of Lawlessness is revealed.'

And from that simple phrasing, just about everyone on the planet imagines this means some super-Evil, Demonic agent of Satan, or else actual real 'Satan' himself, will walk the stage of the human world as a human-like being.

So naturally, all of those who read ancient texts and follow religious ideas and so on, will be able to 'see' through any disguise and realize who this person is behind the mask.

Okay but that is in fact not what the Bible says.

It reads like this: 'except that there come a falling away first, and that man of lawlessness be revealed -.'

Man of lawlessness, not the Man of Lawlessness. And yes there certainly is some added expansion in the text underscoring that this is the 'ultimate example' of 'man of lawlessness,' from which again people have taken this to mean a single individual.

And so I will confidently pronounce for you, that the Ultimate End is indeed about to unfold here and more-or-less, now. Thus departing from the standard position of not making such 'prophecies' (according to the rigid Biblicalists and religionistas).

And why?

Because 'man of lawlessness' is an era, a phase during which the character of society is one of lawless men in power and having taken over control of everything.

Nice pic.
By art photographer Davorin Mance.

Well, you would have to be a pretty mindless and pathologically myopic 'God' to pretend that this is not now, and that pronouncing that it is now, is somehow against what the Bible says. Clearly, such an era has come upon us all, and only a mindless and lunatic deity would turn around and say 'Oh but that is not what I meant!' lol

Because if you meant it, then it happened!

And if you ('God') didn't mean it well why didn't you just simply say clearly what the name of this humongous Evil identity is going to be, since you know the future... So that there could be no confusion.

The 'confusion' comes from people who intend there to be confusion in any case.

This is all about people; just about us human people and what we do - not what some pseudo-divine or semi-demi-supernatural entity is doing to us, although there are such things going on.

I know this is going to be somewhat of a shock - for this kind of prognostication to be made here - but really, it should not be. 

We operate by logic around here. But then too, try to observe the facts of things - what was really said, and what was genuinely meant.

There have been too many 'authoritative' voices, down through the ages, who have diverted attention away from what ought to have been the crystal-clear background and philosophical antecedents to the Biblical new(er) sacred texts (aka 'books' of the Bible).

You'll have to make
your own probiotics,
instead of pay sixty bucks
for stuff in a bottle
at the Pharmacy.


And yes I know it seems to be just tucked away in there, but this is what the 'last Angel of the Apocalypse' pronounces from Heaven, following the Seven Thunders: 'That there should be Time no longer.' 

What?!!

Well this is just straight Parmenides.

And yes okay, the Angel says to seal up some of the things the Seven Thunders announced so that these would not be written down. And so okay, maybe there's some other important stuff too...

But even so (meaning despite that there may be 'secret schools' who hand things on, secretly), the whole thing about Parmenides is that he basically was saying that thinking about being was being itself, and that once you were in the mode of absolute being(-ness), then Time was itself just another construct of some Supernal 'Mind out of Time' and all things were thus known to that Mind.

As humans we like to look at mathematically un-resolvable problems such as picking six/seven numbers in the Lottery - failing to note that such a problem is one to do with the elementary fact that it sits inside of a flow of Time. Randomness can exist inside of Time. It cannot exist outside of Time. We look at randomness and wonder why we cannot adjudge its manifested form. Well it's random!

lol

To sum it all up, theoretically it is possible that a Universal Beyond-Time-and-Material-Space Mind can know all things and certainly, all things to do with the future 'history' of the human race on this planet; it is possible for that knowledge to be given in a form comprehensible to all humans of normal mentality and intelligence, and therefore via 'books,' and it is possible that the 'man of lawlessness' is simply the era or Epoch in which men are exampled as to their typical character in that age, by being boundlessly arrogant and falsely (making only a pretense) modest, and taking a position of being god and showing themselves as such - which all judges do and all leaders of countries be they dictatorships or otherwise, as do doctors and every other 'professional' thing.

If that is the sound case without deviation from actual Truth, then the End of the World is anytime from right now. And there is no dependency on some figure of a personal identity 'Anti-Christ' to be manifested anywhere at all.

And saying so is in no way departing from Scripture. It is seeing the seasons, knowing the tides. 

But you cannot possibly mean we stand at the Advent of great and wonderful new things?

You cannot possibly mean Jesus is returning in a couple of months??


I tell you what I do mean - a nuclear disaster of a military kind is coming. And that will certainly be the end of all things as you ever knew them. And after that you'd certainly better hope like * there is some kind of 'heavenly intervention!'

Can this be avoided? Can this fate be averted? No, absolutely not!

It will happen!

But don't let anyone deceive you by any means...

...For: 'that that day shall not come, except there come a falling away first, and that man of lawlessness be revealed, the son of perdition (means he goes to Hell! Er, 'perishes,' disappears forever).

Um, well that day came already; is still here right now.

Played it before a long while back, but worth a play again, so that you will realize and accept that, as Bridge Nielsen just casually slipped in, in one of her recent video clip discussions apropos of, you wouldn't think(!) sacred places in Ireland she had just been to: 'there's plenty of planning goes on, on the space ships.' Ha ha, Bridget.




Sunday, 16 July 2023

If You Want A Surprise

LOL

Well.

Who doesn't want one of those, right?

Now just do yourself a favor and don't cheat. Don't jump ahead!


Let me just give you this warning, or at least strong recommendation: if you go the right way and read from the start(-ish, since some of you have already read the stuff prior to page 14), then it's the direction that will hit you hardest. So don't just go try to eat the 'meat-and-potatoes' first thinking those are the whole thing.

The whole thing is the whole thing in proper, not in part only. 

...We have tried to get you this stuff out as absolutely quick as possible.

And here it is:

https://drive.google.com/file/d/1vRZo3RQlqQQx4pRzXEN-TO3d1dMxfDT_/view?usp=sharing

You can just go from about the bottom of page 14, where the coffee place scene starts.

Forewarned is not only forearmed, but this type of thing can certainly make you money.

How?

Well just read it first. 

Where really is this info coming from??

The consequences to these types of things are manifold.

Could be as simple as frozen orange contract futures.

Meanwhile, back with me a couple of very strange and peculiar things happened.

One of them was pretty mind-boggling, even to me. And that should tell you something!

I don't know where this will all end, as in - how things are going to pan out on the world stage as far as human history goes. Who knows? 'They' don't tell me much.

Nah maybe that's not quite right. I don't want to quite believe it...

I know it's going to happen.

And I cannot believe the truth of these words: 'people will be just as in the times of Noah, eating and drinking, marrying and giving in marriage...'

Good grief. 

These words perhaps have even more HIT to me than a lot of other people.

Good grief, but it's all true.

Well do you want vegetarian
information? Or 'meat-and-potatoes'
information.
Because that is what this is here - 
the meat and potatoes is at the end of
the link.
And remember, nobody serves the main course
just straight away, so don't you
serve yourself that that way, either.
Go the right way to the end.


It's all so true.

Believe me when you read what the link takes you to, those words will hit you at some stage, too.

I was trying trying trying, to just go a bit quiet, and post all kinds of absolutely mild rubbish, essentially. Just to distract from everything - from everything that we have been talking about here, everything that is going on on the world stage.

And then Dr Justin Sledge just talked about the fact, the fact mind you, that early Christian had chapters of Plato's Republic inside their texts.

And I already knew this, but how I knew I can't remember. I certainly was aware that at least one chapter was contained in the Christian buried texts at Nag Hammadi, but then, I had either forgotten or did not realize in the front of my mind what that chapter was all about!

...Of course it's the one that outlines the things we were talking about here about the inner composition. 

And we were using that composition as the basis to essentially re-enact the Cenacle Address matters where the 'star fairy' (as I say that it correctly is) and all of that... ...happens.

Ah well.

...All I wanted to do was nice, 
nothing, cutesy, blah blah stuff.

I don't even wanna say what the other thing was (although there has been more than just one other thing), because you just won't believe it.

I am hoping the same kind of thing happens to more than one or two of you and happens ten times better. I'm very happy enough to have witnessed what happened here.

'Witnessed' though, as in both 'saw' and 'got.'

Wait, let me pick it up again, and hold it in my hands.

Yep. It's real all right.

How 'bout that.

And all I wanted to do was just post nice, cutesy, nothing, blah blah blah, nothing nothing stuff...

Alas, this was not to be:



Wednesday, 12 July 2023

Well Okay, 'Why...'

We live in a world -, have grown up in a society, where words are thrown about, hurled even, sometimes, and nobody asks what they really mean.

You have heard:

'When I was a child, I spake as a child, I understood as a child, I thought as a child, but when I became a man, I put away childish things.

'For now (back then) we see through a glass, darkly; but then face to face: now I know in part; but then (he's talking about our now) shall I know even as I am known.'

Today's design standards are not
better.
We don't even have the concepts of color
any more.



You are known. Every single thing about you is known.

And again, a little earlier in the same passage - 'For we know in part, But when that which is perfect is come, then that which is in part shall be done away with.'

A little later it goes on and speaks about sounds and music, and, also - 'There are, it may be, so many kinds of voices in the world, and none of them is without signification. Therefore if I know not the voice (or the sound/the music/the word's meaning), I shall be like a barbarian (IE ignorant of the facts and of the matter in question).'

And further then: 'The first man is of the earth, earthy: the second man is the Ruling Man from Heaven. The corruptible cannot inherit the Heavens. Behold I shew you a mystery: We shall not all sleep, but we shall all be changed.'

So now, here is the why of it all:

It lies in the meaning of the word 'Judgement.'

Everyone loves to preach 'Judgement' and talk about it as if to force their own position against others, and their own opinion onto others.

Here is another case where Wikipedia and Google-Search will get you close but not close enough.

This is what they say 'judgement' means:

The Elven here, is - 
in the handbag.



"The ability to make considered decisions, or come to sensible conclusions.'

- aka, they are implying 'science,' I guess, in this definition of the meaning. And it sounds so right; but it is wrong.

But the fact is - and it is the fact - that unless the decisions and the sensible conclusions are beneficial to you and to everyone you care about, they are perfectly useless to humans and they do not represent Judgement; that is Judgement with a Capital 'J.'

Because there is certainly of course false judgement too.

And we are not after that. 

You are here to exercise sentience at its near-to-highest level. You are here to get into situations requiring you to make judgments (decisions) that are yes, factually sound and considered (definitely they must be considered because after all that is what sentience is) - but above all they must tend towards the beneficial and the Good.

As you proceed upwards making ever more decisions, yet ever more beneficial in the tending-to-best and greatest ways, then at a point you breach through into the zone where you as a person, as a unit possessing sentience - that is, living mind and decision capacity - are acceptable to those, and accepted by those, who already must of necessity have and rely on all their other members having that level of, that kind of judgement capacity.

Judges in human courts are mere robotic functionaries to a written diktat.

That is an example of a fraud; of a perversion of the meaning of the word Judgement with a Capital 'J.'

This is the premier place and the way
to extract essential oil from roses.
This is Kannauj, and the roses are Taif roses.
It's old.
And it's right.

It is necessary to know what the meaning of Ultimate Good, is. To know what the full human meaning of 'beneficial' is.

You are not a functionary, or a mere robotic functionary - not even to some beyond-the-visible Super Idea of 'the Good;' because that word has a special meaning: it means something alive and living and relating...

The only time you will ever truly be alive for real, is when you are precisely in a direct living relationship with the Cosmic Ultimate Good; which itself is very much alive - it is Life.

'God will return to Judge the World.'

Yeah, so what? (I don't mean that in a bad way, or a cynical, skeptical way).

LOL

I mean, that is, having read this aren't you already doing that - going into that mode as a known necessary fact of truly living as intelligent sentience? Real Judgement means acceptance in/into.

Just look at it from the prosaic, the silly 'ET Alien' theme: don't you expect them to judge the human race? You would not expect them, some atrociously intelligent species to come here and just go 'Aw cool, humans, they're so great. We'll just walk open armed into their stupid traps and mistakes and wars and whatever all else crazy nonsense that they all do every five minutes...'  

As a human I may make all kinds of mistakes, for so many reasons, one fundamental one of them simply because I do not have total knowledge. But I do have a concept of the ever-ascending form of the beneficial as it may be described as also 'the Good.'

Once I am established - rooted - in the desire and the intention and the natural inclination to always be looking for the Good, then I could be allowably plugged into some vastly great or even perfect knowledge set...


Do not for one second imagine that you cannot be met by some being or beings from some elevated place.

Not for one second.

The doubts arise simply from lack of direct experience.

There are many people on this planet (okay, maybe not many, two or three or a handful no more! lol), who are completely directly patched into amazing things way above this world, and so can you be too.

Listen to this down below...

Do you really think this is coming out of a 'normal' human's mind?

And don't worry, we'll get to the material wealth by-and-by. But I hope you are getting the point of it all - the point to it all. Which is, namely, that you have to be unremittingly beneficial and good to all those you want to have in your circle. The reliability comes from the 'unremittingly;' you can make errors (although this is incorrect to characterize, as people do, as 'errors of judgment'), but if you unremittingly tend towards the bettering of the results or the outcomes, or the beneficial aspects to your circle of people, your reliability is certain.

...I hesitated to write this next bit.

In ancient Biblical terms, the word is 'repentance,' but in our modern, more advanced and better form of language, it is 'unremitting tendency towards the bettering, the beneficial and the Good.' This is when you can command the angels. When you are certain of yourself about the unremitting nature of your own inner self - but then, where (the beneficial, the Good) it is headed. Time is very, um, limitless. For you. And yes yes I know 'I want now, I want now.' Close your eyes, and switch off your brain! And 'watch' the dark and empty space...