'Sometimes The Fool...

'...Get's lucky and wins.'

When it comes to attaining complete and full, satisfaction, in this human situation of life here, there are some really big problems that countervail against that ever happening.

'Full satisfaction...' Is forever satisfaction.

So that's already off the table for humans.

But I will not leave you with no solution - no genuine, authentic solution.

...We still haven't left 
the Turkish hamam for the present
moment.

And that does not mean just anybody can access it, or that everybody on the planet even has the capability of accessing it.

Actually it's hard for me to deal with this matter at all...

As you know, 'Blog' is a contraction of 'Web-Log,' so in other words a web-based logging of some things that actually happened (or at least that some person thought happened! LOL. You will see why in a moment).

Let me put it this way, it has been a very long time since I 'pondered' whether or not ET Aliens are real or that someone, anyone, let's say even me, for example, have experiences with them.

Yes, every now and then, I get up in the morning, and I am very groggy, as if I have been dancing all night long, through the whole night -.

I stand up, and look down -, and notice that I have my going-out socks already on my feet.

Now I don't wear 'bed socks' anyway. I do have those but I walk around in them, not go to bed with them still on. So the whole thing seems a bit odd.

So heck, I must be 'suffering' memory loss, right. And maybe in a kind of 'sleep-walking' state, tried to get dressed to go out or something. And never recalled anything of it.

WT -. Is that 
Persian Blue Salt
with your buddy there,
Haliene?
Are you s'posed to be
telling people about that??

...But so then in a few minutes, my 'front brain' memory returns and I do recall exactly what 'went down' so to speak and I remember muttering at the time - 'don't be stupid/why are you doing that?' To the creature putting my socks on my asleep feet.

LOL

So, that counts as a 'Web-logged incident;' and there are many of them.

Consequently though, if you simply factor in then, that I don't have the same 'living experience,' the 'human life/lifestyle' experience that most people do -, then you can maybe slightly begin to understand the silliness of me being too closely involved with too many other 'ordinary,' 'normal,' human people around the place.

The other night for example, I was in the city here, and the whole place was jam-packed with people - all dressed up in their 'club colors,' going to the major football match at the big stadium at night.

Next day, which was Friday last, the city, which is usually jam-packed in the day - was utterly empty. Apparently it had been a great match, the local team won by a small amount, so -, tightly-contested, exciting.

And everyone had a hang-over, whether an actual one or just getting over the night before and all of the excitement.

...When you, as an intelligent, self-aware, self-reflective person, think about getting involved with another human being, you need to, as in really need to, think about what they are presenting themselves to be - and are not.

The whole of modern human society is in a permanent state of mass formation psychosis: its 'excitement' is manufactured and artificial, its responses preordained for it (meaning, each individual unit is told what to 'feel' and think), and all of the social symbolism and expressions of social interactions - are fake and designed; not actual existential natural human reactions.

Detective of love.
Looking for just one
real heart-beat.

You think - as in, you imagine - your partner is feeling something for you; that they feel attracted emotionally, spiritually, physically, to you. And they are not at all!

They are walking through pre-ordered, pre-produced, artificial actions that are simulations of human physical reality.

It is a perfect waste of time, trying to tell me, impose upon me or someone such as me -, that you live a life, have a partner, get old, get sick, die, hand on stuff to descendants.

LOL

I have seen the glass tubes with living bodies in them, growing, being formed with specific instructions, preserving very specific DNA.

But yes, still it is possible for you to find someone with a genuine heart-beat.

I hate to just continually whine about 'problems' and then never focus on solutions -, so there will be a solution path here right at the end.

But you know, you already know, most of you here -, because you have played around with real oakmoss or civet, pine resin and amber, cedar and rose absolut and Amalfi lemon, and you have tuned your brainwaves with some sounds, and modified your own vocal range, gone into a Turkish mist massage room with Phoenician Blue mist - that you cannot mess around with all of that jazz if the other person cannot understand or appreciate what you are doing or what even the point of any of it is.

I mean for another thing, you can't go around saying to people - 'Hey, you're pretty cool. You're going to be visited by some Greys soon, and they will take some DNA samples out of you all the way through to your bone cortex, and then grow like, a half-a-dozen or so of your body copies, in these long glass tubes, in low ambient gravity, the tubes though filled with pressurized aqueous bio-gel...'

Walk into any city street. Virtually 100% of the people that you see are not 'there' in the same way that you 'might' be, under particular circumstances.

Prodding, and touching,
and all of that.

The neural beat patterns in your whole 'biologic' (lol get it, from the pop-speak of the current ET narratives) - are in sync to very high and also highly-coherent data forms. The neural electrical 'waves' inside you and coming off you are different, from pretty much most or all other people around you. And they can tell it.

All the celebrities you know, are superficially made to look a certain way.

They are not that way inside. I mean, sure some might be -. But it also must be very intellectually distracting being touched and arranged by so many hands around them all the time, as they 'get prepared' for just one slice of time into a camera lens.

Everything you see around yourself is about growing, to a key point, and then harvesting.

 

And you're alive and what makes it that you are not part of all of that system?

You have to exceed the kernel stage, grow past the 'dying on the vine,' get beyond and out of the dead husk that you leave behind.

Most people never do that.

The absolutely number 1 pick up line to use against anyone, is: 'I know what I am doing. I know what I am actually doing. Do you?'

[The full lyrics are on the YouTube page for this video if you go watch it on YT instead of just in the player here. People think the song says 'I just want the beat of (another) heart - IE to hear next to me; it doesn't say that. It says ONE heart/beat].