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Wednesday 31 August 2022

And Sometimes The Point Is Euphoria Too

Okay so we have dealt with the fact that there are multiple things going on when highest-level communication is going on between really intelligent beings.

And you are one of those species that is potentially entitled to say yes 'super intelligent;' we are a super intelligent species. Possibly, maybe. 

Communication is such a complex thing in reality. There must be open-ended questions being asked in both directions, and there will also be so-called 'closed questions:' meaning requiring yes/no type answers.

So we watched Anna N., flinging her flowers to the guys in the audience. All those rich guys there.

Real 'August Moon Festival' this
year is around about now, this whole 
next week and a bit. This is when
the Goddess 'Chang-e' comes down from
the Moon and plays down here.



'He is not a real man unless he gives you a Birkin bag...'

Yeah well all right. It's true though. Except most guys won't have the money to get you a Birkin bag.

But this doesn't mean they should all just forget about Birkin bags!

I was watching this video that came in my YT feed just the other day, and a woman dating expert or coach or something - and she was a legit University-trained psych - was giving out these supposed 'red flag' warning signs about her own sex, basically betraying them all for the sake of academia. Stabbing them in the back, in the neck -, like the guy who attacked Salman Rushdie the other day. 

LOL She was the one who ran out that 'he is not a real man unless -' thing and said women who even say that just once are not women you should be getting involved with.

Well but why not? What, because you cannot get her a Birkin bag?? And then somehow you actually believe in yourself that you are 'not a real man' then, do you? No, of course not.

She says it. So what.

So this academic woman has issued a fatwa on women then, has she, and all the men jihadis now have to go stab some women (figuratively, except not because...) in the necks of their dreams.

Well I can get you any number of Birkin bags literally in your 'dreams!' (Can we not, though, guys? All of you who have already 'been up there.' You know where I mean. And like I said, don't make the mistake of thinking this all is 'just' visionary stuff, because when you get actually suddenly get swiped off you'll freak out. Isn't that so, Karin Austin - Professor John Mack person... Scoop marks to 'prove' it and all, afterwards). And that person from here who has been emailing with us this week, and binge-watching Professor David R. Hawkins - well you know the Field is infinitely powerful and will actually get you the Birkin!

Come on man!

Women want Birkin bags. They want someone to spend the measly $8,000 (cheapest ones) on them for a Birkin.

And a Birkin bag.

Well what's the difference between 'what women want' and what you all want from say, super advanced ET Aliens who will come down and land on the White House lawns?

'Would' you give someone an $8,000 Birkin bag?

If you had it to give?

That's the real question, isn't it, and we cannot give either the gods, or 'God,' or the ET Aliens an inch here!

Do you have it to give?

That's the big question.

Never mind hiding up in the clouds and stuff.

Because in a very short while there will be maybe five maybe ten kids from right here who will be 'going up to the White Room' and sooner or later after that it will be 'now can we have some Birkins please?' 

(By the way, we're already down here).

So, moving from Anna Netrebko last time, we now just find our bestie, JES:



Tuesday 30 August 2022

The Point Is Not Euphoria

An effect is about twenty/thirty minutes of euphoria.

This is simply because the disruptive sensory inputs from much of your supposedly 'real material physical' experience of life are completely stopped, and a liberated form of sensory and neural processing happens, which permits the chemical feedback loops that you are meant to have to take hold of your situation.

The point is quite another thing altogether.

'The point' is there are two points, actually.

The point Number One is for you to see and appreciate what kinds of external sources there are, which activate the actual communication potential within your nerve centers and in your whole internal structure.

Now don't look, those who should not be
drinking alcohol!
You need someone responsible with
you if you are going to do that!
And, as the great Hollywood actress
said: 'A martini? I do not know you well
enough yet to drink one of those with you.'
She was right, you know.


I had been attempting in here, from quite some while ago now, to 'hot start' a direct engagement situation - but this was interdicted by a mindset being laid onto the top of exposures (and I'm not talking about any individual here at all!), especially whenever things got close to really significant disclosure, which simply would have the continuing effect of suppressing revelations and actual open disclosures. I'm talking about the way even Lue Elizondo was actively being blocked from public platforms, and very mischievous side-tracking narratives were being pumped out in great volume. It's already the case, the somehow even Congress seems to have no 'corporate memory' that there ever was a WWII and that Eisenhower's files are irrelevant.

Leaving aside for the moment, the possibility there are a lot of very different intelligent, competing interests for what direction the future of humanity ought to take, not all of them have any genuine 'hard power' and by far the operative thing is always just sneakiness, behind-the-scenes manipulating of what is being taken for 'normative beliefs and normal ways of thinking' by the majority.

And the point Number Two is that you will immediately see and appreciate that under present circumstances it is totally not possible to have realistic engagement and communication with an advanced intelligent species, because of the defectiveness, and the deficiencies of 'ordinary, normative' human communication as it currently is exercised by most people.

With this second point, you will realize how absolutely crucially significant the matter of genuine communication in such higher order of processes and systems, is.

And you will not, then, want to simply 'meet ET Aliens' - certainly not of the kind obliquely, and not so obliquely talked about here!

Meeting someone where you have a clear disadvantage, when you could easily be standing on an equal footing with them, well... You know what I mean.

I have to confess, I had one of these today.
It was astonishingly good.
But the fairies would be inclined to say 'Er yuck!
What is that??' 
Well that's a small thing. You like small things.
They: 'Er. Yuck.'

Whatever you are currently doing in your 'normal' life, it will be making a certain level of demands on you - but as long as you have an eye on all of this in here, and are beginning to adopt some of the process paths, because that's what they really are, at some near point not too far away at all from right here and right now, suddenly all things will have radically changed positively and beneficially for you.

But not for anyone else.

That's too bad. Nothing can be done about that.

This idea that 'everyone needs to be saved' is not how things are. 

Why? Why should they be saved? And from what, anyway, are they being 'saved?'

You are about to discover the following things, and in crystal clear ways:

  • Human personal consciousness is a function, in its material setting, of nerve structures and their relative efficiency from human to human, and sensory traffic from sense engagement with outside material objects and human scale or 'bio-favorable' energy; sunlight, wind, cool water, warm water, suitable textures, all that kind of thing;
  • Bio-chemical pre-built reward and warning systems exist inside you and deliver effects to the physical body which you experience (and let's not split hairs about it);
  • When those sensory processes are lost through aging and death, then there is nothing to hold onto the internal pattern, even if you imagine this does have an intrinsically unique and self-contained 'personal' structure and therefore 'identity - be that brain cell memory, and also the EMF patterns identifiable as 'you' -;
  • Unless - presuming the EMF pattern set-up or 'model' of personal consciousness - this can be captured by some external stable long-term node of discretely-tuned high frequency magnetic (we'll call it 'magnetic') flux/flow, then there is no 'you' beyond your material life's existence. ...But then, neither is there any 'Joe Biden,' 'Anthony Fauci,' 'Kamala Harris,' 'Justin Trudeau' - no even 'Lord Rothschild' for that matter! And this is where Jung's archetypes come into their own, since we all know there are such people all the time here in fact.
What you will find and what you will experience and thus fully realize, is that there are more than four different major aspects of higher intelligent communication, and they all have to go on at once for actual 'communicating' to be happening.

You will 1. acknowledge a) your own sensory feedback loops, and you will b) convey to the other party that you acknowledge them/have acknowledged them, in yourself.

You will 2. have them confirm back to you that they also a) have such feedback loops and b) acknowledge that they have confirmed to themselves that they have them (they are not lying).

You will acknowledge that you 3. accept these things...

And they will acknowledge 4. that they also accept them too.

This is the first basis for empathy.
Hey. Get your scrawny long
fingers
out of the alcohol.
You know what happens to
you guys when you get
plastered.



You will 5. go from your obtaining material sensory pathways into the internal central processor itself and extend that out to 'them' (because it is a flux-flow thing, a continuum of what we are calling the substratum of electro-magnetic potentials) - all the way past their external material surfaces, into them and their internal central processor. You will literally touch them, not on the surface alone, but right into the inside where their own personal consciousness as an individuated, integrated whole, is.

And they will do the same with you.

And suddenly, you will find that your natural 'home idea process' is not the one that you have been converting to human language words, although there are those as well integrated for reasons we do not have time or space to go into here and now - and you will be communicating in your actual natural meaning forms.

As Plato himself wrote several thousand years ago, at some point in this whole process, instead of seeing material existence as being composed of many different separated things, you will come to see that whilst that is true, nevertheless these are all composed of a 'head line set of ordering things' to which everything else which does not share in the same agency intelligence (deliberate power) is subordinated, and whose final nature was something that he gave a name to and whose cause and source of absolute power he also identified.

Because you will literally see at this point the absolute non-terminating nature of this flux-flow and the fact that it exists simply everywhere, running through all things, and is also the primary intelligence, having multiple ordered parts within itself, possessing absolute memory...

...That is the only point at which you can genuinely call yourself 'alive' as in, alive with a permanent self-conscious discrete personal intelligence.

Until that moment, you are not yet alive.

And that, is actually the amazing thing about 'life.' People assume they know what it is.

They actually say of themselves that they are alive, whereas they are simply in the process of becoming alive.

On the one hand, whereas now, you look at your family and your loved ones and pine and grieve for them - which is an acute state of awareness and an emotional reality - at this new point you will experience something so utterly astounding that it almost goes beyond human speech to explain.

Because -,

Letter of James: 'From whence come wars and fightings among you? ...Ye lust, and have not; ye kill and desire to have, and cannot obtain; ye fight and war, yet ye have not.'

So why not just turn up on the plaza, this great big saucer machine, with a few of these advanced beings in there, and the through-way opens and all the light floods out, and...

And because the four major communication lines, that's why. They have all got to be happening simultaneously with all of the people involved- all at once, all at the same time - or else someone is holding something behind their backs, and that someone - is you.

Okay we want to have.

Well you can have.

Do not think I cannot also kill.

To be frank it's driving me nuts not telling you what this stuff is just yet. We'll get there very soon enough though.





  





Monday 29 August 2022

Relativism And 'The One'

Even if you went out and lived in a rain-forest or a large piece of wilderness for a while, and then began to get a feeling for the flow of the seasons and the lives of all the animals and the plants and so on, this is not going to mean that you will just get a sense of the good things going on - there's plenty of danger in wild places, plenty of dangerous things in there.

Way back when the 'New Age' began, I remember a few early figures who were quite prominent talking about dolphin pods and how they communicated, or probably communicated with all the other members of the pod. You might remember that, so much earlier on still, than the actual incipient 'New Age' as such, the controversial American neuro-scientist John C. Lilly was messing around with killer whales and discovering what has since come to be known in mainstream neuro-science as 'biphasic charge' in the neural system - which is a way that seemingly 'telepathic' communication does go on between various mammals.


But since the early days of what eventually turned into the 'New Age' movement, there has been a clear trend towards an idea which uses the terminology of 'Oneness,' and talks about 'the One' as some kind of absolute underlying truth.

Fundamentally then, an unstated consequence of this 'truth' - if it is true - is that you all have to march in step then, when all the leaders in the modern-day New Age movement say anything. Because after all, all is One, right?

So, here we go again, back to your basic totalitarianism.

No escape, apparently!

It's all very sneaky, really.

On the one hand you have to adopt absolute relativism - there is no such thing as a 'woman;' just the relativistic situation whereby some people self-identify using that word... ...And then, their equality must be accepted.

Western civilization evolved into a position of enshrining 'equal rights' but then suddenly, while everyone was sleeping, this turned into equivalency and equality.

And that means that each unit 'person' is equivalently disposable and interchangable.

Now I have been talking about 'substitute people' but I was not trying to imply these were the same people, just similar-looking people who were requiring to be able to be passed off as a certain individual, and to stand in for them sometimes.
Archetype certainly, if
mechanical only.


In Jungian psychology there is such a thing as genuine authentic human 'archetypes' - and Thomas Sheridan the Irish occultist has been talking about that recently. And I guess I have been using the idea here of 'substitute people' in the same way a Jungian might say 'archetypal.' But you must remember, the real Jungian does assert these are real beings, not passing examples only in history of simply a particular type of person. Of course, here again, we are tending to go towards the 'Lilly controversial' side of things, and admitting of a rather occult, and esoteric reality.

Anyway, never mind too much about that.

What I was really going to talk about was the symbolism of the pyramid (as it has been adopted into present-era popular symbolism) - and how and why and where that all fits into the propaganda about 'the One.'

See that person's mind behind everything you see going on in the world today, is much smarter than you or I - unless we get some key information.

It's also completely sinister and way ahead of the average person and their idea about 'where things are at.' Let me show you:

It is not a rainbow on the LGBTQ flag.

You knew that, right?

It is a system denying the existence of the ultra-violet catastrophe in physics, because if as a human being you knew it and accepted it and then started to work it out, you could do things to this other person they would not be able to counter at all.

The triangular figure they all use now with the 'seeing eye' is not a structure leading up into real 'heaven' - just like the whole point of Nimrod's building program, the structure leads up to a relativistic 'top spot,' which then becomes the actual material 'heaven' as such; because you cannot know or go anywhere else beyond that, right?
They're all as happy as can be...
None of it is their own actual idea though.
They get fed that from somewhere.



And you, are the replaceable 'equal' brick in the pyramid, which is bearing up those guys up at the top above you, and sitting on your head.

You have no 'equal rights,' which was the original idea. You have 'equivalency.' To be chucked out and replaced with some other idiot.

People casually talk about the so-called Mandela Effect, but we are heading to the point right on front of our eyes, where the kids will think there are only six colors to the rainbow.

And/or, that in any case, 'indigo' is unnecessary and redundant.

So why have it? 

Why have it at all?

This sinister mind behind so many things is continuously in the process of taking power away from the human being.

It's quite a brilliant mind though, because it's so almost decisively wicked and cunning and subtle: this figure of the seeing-eye pyramid with the relativistic 'heavenly seat' at the top really is a template of a kind that can certainly be said to be 'intangible yet ideal and archetypal.' And thus it really is a kind of 'god' too. Apart from all the other real gods that there are.

It too exists, and is perfectly self-contained, needing no external other 'god.'

And that means you have the 'choice,' to live in that paradigm, in which 'god' is the individual (the One) at the top, heaven is that position up there, and 'we are all One' is actually quite literally true, so long as you obey whoever is at the top and fall in alignment with their orders. 

Do you want to do that?

Because you certainly can, and you have no reason to suppose that anyone outside of that template and paradigm can prevent you, or harm you at all. In fact, since no such external deities exist (right?), 'realistically' the only being who can harm you is the actual person at the top of the material pyramid, and also your own unwillingness to bend to their will. So, you are harming yourself in fact and are to blame for all the hurt in your life.

What I have been talking about here though, is actually seeing - as in, seeing same as you know what that word means anyway - a totally different other set of places and people...

When the present version of the 'New Age' gurus all ask you: "Did you see that message? That was delivered to simply everyone who has their 'third eye' opened?" - you should really ask them back: "Do you mean 'uniformly imagined' something?"


If you see a Skoda Karoq with the number plate - 'ELF' - and a person driving it with a beanie on their head even while it is not particularly cold, and the beanie is pulled down so as to cover the tops of their ears - this is 'synchronicity,' maybe. But it is not 'imaginary.' You were walking down the road and you really saw that. You didn't imagine it.

So that you can put it down to synchronicity, and since you are reading up on all the Jung literature that time forgot, well, then you will have experienced 'synchronicity' in the Jungian sense.

Jung is not going to say you 'saw' anything unreal.

What you made of what you saw is entirely up to your discretion and senses of what things have value and meaning.

However when you get up in a space craft, into a space platform and you see other people in there, well, they might have their own individual senses of what is meaningful to them - and then you will have to negotiate for a position.

When they up there say 'hive mind' that doesn't mean they all think the same things - it means they think using the same acknowledged processes of thinking and the same reliability of hard facts!

The pyramid template or paradigm sells to you this notion that it, has the hard facts and Calvin is telling you lies or fairy tales or fantasies. And, indeed, it does have hard facts. 

Except the reliability of those 'hard facts' is relative depending upon the 'One' who is occupying the top position of the pyramid.

I know you already know all this -, I'm just making sure before we move into the 'indigo things.' Which will be very soon here.






 
 





Sunday 28 August 2022

Feet On The Ground

It's important -, well, it's very important - to keep your feet on the ground if you ever get involved in any of these actual 'siddhi' practices. 

I remember one of my dad's office clerks was a participant for a whole great number of years in the Kartikeya Festival - which is this thing celebrating 'Shiva, the Endless Flame of Light,' but also the second son of Shiva - Lord Murugan. Now what this means - 'as a participant' - well that means he leaves his physical body to go to a celestial premises for the duration of this long walk to a mountain temple, where yogis then bring his soul back into his body.


Meanwhile however, his body has been being animated by powerful otherworldly beings who exhibit various miraculous actions. The person whose body is being used, never does remember anything that happened to their body during that time, but retains some recollection of what they did and what they experienced or learned in that celestial 'other place.'

And then for that reason though, the yogis must bring the person 'back down to Earth' in the sense especially of getting them to retain some balance and also have acceptance of the difficulties of human life.

Shortly, some of you will encounter something more than just a little remarkable in your own lives. And that's a potential problem.

Because once having 'drunk the milk of paradise' as the poem says, it's not so easy to come back down to Earth, with both feet on the ground and carry on as normal, as though nothing at all has happened; nothing at all has changed.

But you see, you must do that.

There are some cultures in which the concept of 'substitute people' has acceptance in the religious ideas and the standard folklore. And these people you will not tend to notice are saying and believing that this one particular person who is living there among them - is not actually either the original individual as such, and/or not even an actual human being at all!

This is a fairly common idea among Tibetan people and in the old Tibetan system, although the current Dalai Lama (who is of course not the real Dalai Lama but an entirely worldly puppet) has been doing all in his power to stamp out these ideas of the Tibetans.

'Khaliya.'
Lookin' a bit 'witch-y' there, to be frank. 

Many so-called 'high mountain cultures' - even the relatively modern (in global ancient culture terms) American Appalachian people in fact - have these exact same narratives and traditions, about people who come down and live among them, substituting some previous human being with themselves, the give-away being that the person doesn't die and comes back generation after generation literally in the same physical form.

In those situations, this idea - indeed the actual person themselves - is so 'normal' in that setting, in that culture and within the specific group of people, that no one there really says too much about it.

And then again, sometimes the 'substituted person' makes a come-back and then they have the problem of having to re-integrate into human society, when they recently had been in some 'other,' kind of place, with an entirely 'other' kind of society going on around them.

So, it will be that more or less, you will have to carry on as though 'nothing has changed.' A lot will have changed but only for you and not so much for those around you.

Oh, 'our Nic,' what long fingers
you have there.

At the moment even I am finding it very difficult to 'keep a tight hold' onto the particular 'secret'-ish kinds of things I am about to release to a few here shortly. And that's partly because I want you to have them.

And then, when you have them and are able to implement whatever you find out about those things - how to apply them, how to um 'handle them' - we will do a 'fold-back' here of a few things and then you will see those things with completely new eyes.

And that's most of all when you will require the strength of character to just 'get a grip.'

LOL

I mean it!

'Mount Abora.' ...Where the 'Damsel with a Dulcimer' was, according to Coleridge.

'Mount Abora' they say - well, they say there is no such place.

And you will go there. 

And what you will find there, and what you will see there, will utterly blow your mind.

What you may even get to eat there, um, well that's going to be a big problem, since 'once having fed on the honey-dew and drunk the milk,' well, who knows what is liable to happen next.

Me myself, I dunno about all of those gel or jelly things those guys love. I don't even understand how some of them get to be so tall!

How can you get to be well over six feet in high heels - very high heels, admittedly - and eat hardly anything but jelly!

Yeah well okay then.
some of it -,
is quite cute.

Still, you've got to watch for these 'high mountain' people - take even just the Sikhis - they claim to be vegetarians and yeah, they eat vegetables...

But then, every now and then they have these great big camp-outs with massive huge camp-fires with flaming embers flyin' around everywhere (I've been to them, so has Bill Smith and the Russian translator guy here) - and they get out their large swords and spike these chunks of lamb and goat and whatever, sprinkled with garlic sauce and herbs and lemon...

Huh?

The Greek guy down at the Fish & Chip Shop on Scarborough Beach:

'John.'

'Yes, Big John?'

'I want a bisnis loan.'

And so, in one of the great moments in my life, I calmly said to him:

'You want dis... ...with garlic sauce?'

Sikhs. = Greeks. Well, Macedonians, I guess.

 



Saturday 27 August 2022

Dispelling Myths

Suddenly I woke up to the fact that if you leave things 'not revealed' - if it's an interesting subject - then most curious people will right away wander around the internet chasing possible leads.

I know I would.

But I have people here tapping me on the shoulder and saying: 'You think you found something out, but you're wrong. This is what it really is.'

And so from that position when I look at what is liable to happen here, it is just all too easy to come to very wrong conclusions.

Kingfish with verjuice and 
garlic and marjoram.
And peas. Humble peas.

For example, there is this 'belief' or theory or something - and you'll find it spread about everywhere, even by academic historians of antiquities and ancient cultures - that the Sanskrit (Rig Veda) 'soma' is likely to be some extract of the ephedra plant.

Well, look, that is just plain wrong.

Certainly, ephedra plants and the main extract from them - ephedrine - will give you very obvious sensations, and have quite discernible effects on you too, but nothing that you necessarily want to have in this case.

When you look at the drug abuse context, for reasons utterly unbeknownst to me, drug addicts and drug abusers, go down paths that are clearly dead-end roads. Why do they do that right from the start? 

It's all very well to scoff and say - isn't it obvious, they get addicted?

But why were they chasing the wrong effects in the first place?

All that amphetamines will do is create a false sense of alertness and focus. False. It's false.

Arguably, there are slight side-effects to do with the generating of dopamine and also the important neuro-transmitter serotonin. But they are in any event weak effects and meanwhile, you will have your eyes pinned wide open permanently 24/7 and adrenaline surging through your body until your body gives up - which it will do.

Therapist: 'Let me psycho-analyse you.'
Client: 'How much is this chair?'


Yeah yeah, I get all the excuses for 'why.' They're all dumb excuses.

There is a political dimension to all of this.

I think so.

You see 'they' want you to be 'alert' so that they can drive you to your death while you are working for them.

You spend a reasonable amount of time in criminal law courts and you will see: nurses, interns (doctors on ward duty), mothers with many kids... ....these are the people who most often get caught, get charged, and pay the fines, and sometimes go to jail. 'Drug addiction' is a middle class thing. It's about commerce and money - it's not about the feelings, the sensations, the 'experiences;' and especially not the 'mind expanding' experiences!

The people who become addicts, are those who are able to afford the substances. So - working people, working classes, and so-called modern middle classes. Rich heirs have accountants and family law firms who organize their lives for them. Really really rich people become heroin addicts.

And propofol is used to kill people outright, sooner, or not so soon, but soon enough.

Those who are not able to afford the actual addictive drugs suites that are commonly available, die.


Methamphetamine is made from synthetic ephedrine, but that does not mean someone with chemistry knowledge cannot 'construe' something fairly similar from natural extracts from the ephedra plant cohorts.

Methamphetamine is not going to turn you into Voltaire!

Yes sure it could make you type out hundreds and hundreds of 'words' but they will be meaningless jumbles and repetitions of nonsense.

For example, this is what you will find in a modern-day FBI warrant application - pages and pages of stuff typed all really fast but when that is subjected to actual objective scrutiny by someone not on drugs, you'll have to also make pages and pages of blacked-out redactions because intelligent objective people will ask 'what was the drug this person was on who wrote all of this *?'

And the trouble is, this is a fact nobody wants to face.

The FBI is a pack of lunatics on drugs at the top. They are quite literally - if you give them into the hands of any Jungian to assess - insane.

...Meanwhile, Wikipedia happily tells you that 'soma' could be the ephedra plant.

Isn't.

Is not.

What would be the point of pumping adrenaline through your nervous system and over-focusing your brain onto the five senses, when the underlying hypothesis was that human conscious is a particular coherent structure, or a structured form of coherent electromagnetic fields, not only anchored to the five senses incoming and out-going signaling?

There is no point.

So - not ephedra.


Actually you're wasting your time trying to 'work it out' yourself like a detective, if albeit a modern Gothic romance detective.

By the way, if you think that when this is all over in here, when we have put out all of the details, if you think that suddenly somehow the human race (including the FBI, including the world of drug addicts and drug addiction) will turn around and all 'do the right thing' because the sensations are better, the feelings are better, the effects are profoundly valuable - get that out of your head.

People are stupid. The end.

So don't you be 'people.' Be a person.

Be someone individual.

This track is one of the greatest trance song classics ever. It's quite calm and safe. It's the 'introduction' type of song - get's you into the 'place' in trance sets before the so-called 'build-up' to where it all goes in the end: