I Thought I Was Being Derailed!

So...

I'm trying to 'get something' out of them, see.

For you. For all of you who persevere and read in here.

I'm trying to get something exciting!

Today's world is so damned boring.

Yes yes sure, Zelenskyyyiiyii-ii - a good thick Tomahawk steak would be great for your people in Kyiiiieeev.

V16 Cadillac Hartmann.
When people were much
more interesting.

And I'm sure if we all went to see the Donald and asked him for a Tomahawk because we can't afford one they're so darn expensive, he would give us a slice or two. As for you son, you can't afford 'em either. But he ain't gonna give you one, or several like you want - just so that you can go kill some Ruskies with your Tomahawk and then start WWIII again (it's been on for a while already of course).

Frankly, who cares 'what the merits are' or who is 'right' and who is the purely vicious bastard intent just on killing for killing's sake.

None of these matters can be solved - at least not by humans on their own.

They haven't been solved for thousands and thousands of years - what makes now any different?

It takes a really special kind of lunacy to think the world of humans today is interesting.

So I'm trying to get 'these people upstairs' to come across with something really exciting for you... Unlike Kory I don't tend to see a lot of 'Orbs' just on my asking for them. 

Oh no. I'm afraid we're a lot further up the road from that.

And what do I get?

I get a 'personal trainer' basically harassing me to get (more) into shape (than I already am).

I get a wash-board tuned young kid (maybe twenty-three? Looks like that anyway) showing off their mid-section to me...

Also red.
Also amazing design.

Meanwhile I'm just asking quite nicely, please can I have something?!

Answer: 'No, not until you go out for another run and a work-out.'

So I go. Alone.

And all the way I'm thinking 'if only I could just grab hold of a line to their thought-field; get a hold of something tangible that anybody can understand and follow that provides the feelings of what it is like to be living in a genuinely higher reality than what the human race is familiar with today?' ...Multi-sensory, multi-layered, complex, intelligent, meaningful, satisfying, satiating.

I mean something completely simple too, not involving all of this seven spinning circles stuff that no one can do when they are tired out after a day's work in the material world. If you just go to sleep and get some sleep like y'all need, probably, but you have already opened your mind up to impression fields and those sorts of feelings-endowed realities - all you will do is have dreams from the overflow energy effect of the pretty average thoughts that most of the people around you generally have and carry with them all of the time.

It's dull, drab -, essentially, boring. The meaning in it all is very meager.

I get back inside, it's been raining out, the road was wet.

The next door neighbor knocks on the door just after I take my running shoes off. 

'Have you had this?'

'What is it?'

'My cousin brought me some jars and some tins from Tasmania. You have to try it and tell me what you think. Are there drugs in it or something?'

What's inside is utterly ludicrous.
There is nothing like it on the 
planet.

So anyway next two hours I'm going back again and again to this tall glass jar, see, because I'm tryna convince myself about what I thought I was tasting the first time, and then the next time, et cetera.

White bread spread with butter, then lightly-toasted bread and also the last remaining pikelet I had, all slathered in thick melty butter... ...and Tasmanian Leatherwood Honey.

And then just a spoon...

And my mind is saying to me, this is what the Elves are living in: this is the field. This is the quality of their normal sensations of living.

The bottle designs are terrible, the export tins not much better at all - very old-fashioned 'Australiana' motifs.

This is not the best honey in the world. No no - this is a lot better than that.

This is for stupid materialistic and Earth-bound people, with no sophistication and zero patience, who want the feelings of being around Elves and so-on. People like me I guess.

Just understand this though - you don't get a wash-board stomach just by living off flowers and honey.

But you can start to get the equivalent 'washboard-tight' mind by experiencing honey of the kind that probably that guy in the desert one time, lived on. I have my doubts about the 'locusts' part of that story. The honey part though, is definitely not a fairy-tale.

Well, it is a fairy-tale, except it's a real one.

I have and will have a jar (or a tin) now, and I will do all the time. I will be able to convey the meaningful life of Elves and Fairies (and bees) to anyone, if I choose to. 

And I thought I was being derailed:

Finding The Excitement

You will have noted that slight slow down in the usual pace of posting here - and hey maybe we post too much too!

However the fact is I have been mulling over a couple of things.

I am really trying to finish putting together a 'kit' that is going to be sent out to some of you - and in that, there are one or two completely and radically new concepts involving what essentially is 'technology' although it has to do with the standard human being as they ordinarily come.

Hard reality - once upon a time.
But it's gone now.

At the same time though, because I want to leave those elements intact and 'new' for those who will get the kit, it is stopping me from openly talking about it in here; and that may be a good thing anyway. 

Because we should be going around those 'hard tech' aspects even though they are not particularly ground-breaking in and of themselves -, because I certainly do think we all rely way too much on 'devices' and breakable items and external add-ons, when we ought to be looking at how our brain works and what things we think about and how we actually think.

And as I have done a few times before, I will once again assert that in our world, it is often much easier to 'see' things by going from the obvious and already-existing, mostly always bad things that we already know about - and by extrapolating, use those examples to reach for the 'better fruit but that are less well within reach.'

There is this ritual in the Freemasonic system, known as the 'Chamber' (or sometimes 'cabinet') 'of Reflection.'

This is a small dark room, in which someone comes into direct contact with 'the Elevated One of the Abyss' (also sometimes called 'the Pit') - but also where literal demonic 'spirits' enter into that person in there and take over their body.

Peak British (well, German)
automotive designing.
That's it. It will never
get better.

So it's easy to look at 'horror' and at bad things in the world - there's so much of it!

For another example: how do we get from 'God created all this' but then 'we hate life and love Death and can kill other people if they disagree with our ideology...'

How does one get from 'God created this' - but then we hate it (because he tells us to)?!

That's insanity.

But then that's the world. That's the human race today.

People literally get excited by destroying things and by killing other human beings.

They are so continually depressed that they go to doctors who massively over-prescribe 'anti-depressants;' and that's just in the secular world away, ostensibly, from lunatic ideologies and 'belief-systems' and 'religions,' except of course modern 'medicine' is a religion.

My point is it is completely easy to see, to find, to have so many examples of bad things going on!

...It's not so easy to find where to get real uplifting and positive, beneficial, excitement.

And that, may be a good thing in its own way.

Because the human species, the whole of society - made up of many different cultural groupings, societies across the planet - is so screwed up that the people in it will never be able to handle anything positive and beneficial that is too easily accessed.

They've already lost their balance anyway.

It's not so simple as thinking that the cool-looking 'Pleiadians' can arrive in their space-ships and just come out and give us stuff and then everything will be good.

Roger Vadim and his car.
That 'Jane Fonda' also
does not exist here anymore.

Everything will not be good.

It will be far from good. 

Already most human people are quite prepared to not just lose twenty/thirty years of their life 'investing in property,' but literally to damage their health irretrievably so that they can 'own a property' that is forever going up in 'value' because governments have conned them all into thinking their money is good (in the first place) -, and that they can afford to literally lose their lives just so as they can have the apparent satisfaction of besting their neighbor over some 'real estate.'

Humans have literally no idea what satisfaction, actually is.

Satisfaction is a feeling, of which they are not that well-acquainted.

See a problem is this one - that people use their brain memory, to overlay onto a 'logic' process (which really isn't logical at all but they don't care), which they use to manipulate numinous experiences or ancient traditional cultural narratives about ultimate things; ultimate reality.

The texts say one thing, and when you go to a church or a mosque or whatever it's an entirely other thing - because it is more realistic.

LOL ...Seriously, what a stupid bunch of idiots.

And the problem with the thing is, while they all think they are being very clever and very rational and very realistic -, that 'brain memory' is derived from social settings which are themselves already 'poisoned fruit from a poisoned tree.'

In the same way that
there are no more of these
anymore at your
coffee place.

So it's actually complete nonsense that they end up with, that they end up 'believing' and that is and becomes the conforming, nay the conservative, norm of thinking and that is acceptable/accepted widely.

So they all 'hang together' in a group, in a 'society' - of complete misled idiots.

In these pages, we will be accessing experiences.

And my suggestion is don't rush to judgment about any of those experiences.

Some of them will be dull, and those will simply be reflections of outer standard human society as it is.

And then a few of them will be absolutely outlandishly exotic and exciting.

The way to come to an 'awakened' conscious understanding of those exotic sensations and experiences and feelings, is rather than filter them and process them via the lunatic 'normal' social world, wait and search and research and find clear new concepts and ideas that make sense in logic; don't put the cart before the horse.

The human world's present 'rational' perspective of society and existential reality is not rational! It has been misled for centuries and it is misled now and following it is misleading to you.

This is just a preview track (LOL - 'from the future'):

Been Trying To Resist...

...Talking about what's going on down here on our Autism Project front.

There's stuff happening. Need one or two more little pieces of the whole complete thing for it to make meaningful and substantial sense if I posted any interim report up here just yet.

It's really hard to get actual longer-term commercial sponsorship and while at least three 'big names' are interested I have not forced them into any action yet because I will hand them everything 'on a plate' so to speak because I know they have a lot going on anyway...

Current iterations of military-level
drone technology is truly amazing.
But these are not the 'Orbs.'
And even though the milspec drones 
can do amazing 
things, they cannot get anywhere even
remotely 'close' to what the Orbs 
are able to do.

And that's despite all of them have dedicated office people who work on this kind of 'philanthropic interest' area of activity.

And yes, I am a control freak. And how.

Well hey, I 'work with' even worse control freaks than me!! ...You know who I'm talking about.

LOL

Another time for that one.

Today, let's look at the creeping attempts to over-power human agency, by covert, 'shadow' governments.

If you thought the disappearance of real newspapers and journals and magazines, whether high-end or even just the pulp magazine styles - was on account of technology and hand-held devices and the internet, forget it; it was about never having anyone engaged in thinking about issues and then writing about them for a living; aka people professionally employed to slowly and carefully consider ideas and social matters.

Secondly the reason that in spite of the rise of automation and computers, it is a fact that ordinary people's working lives have increased in hours-per-week, not become actually easier at all!

And that is so that people are just plain too tired to sit back and think carefully about what is going on, what governments and academia and propaganda spreaders, are doing.

It's like food...
People 'can' produce 'food,'
but not the way real cooks
can really make food!

And now that so-called 'AI' is emerging hard and fast into the existential scene, if you thought that had anything at all to do with some kind of gee-wiz technology advancements, think again (if you have the time to think at all, that is).

Artificial Intelligence is there to remove your agency in having or needing, or being entitled to have (human) intelligence at all.

Now I am not going to simply go on like others with this 'pleurniche' (French saying, means whinging and whining like a crybaby) all the time that they all do - just negative talk with no resolution, ever.

No.

The fact is, they *ed up. And bigly.

They are doing stuff, trying stuff, and trying it hard too. But not only is it not working, but they have left themselves this huge big gaping wound in their own stupid plans, which was entirely self-inflicted.

As you know - LOL you guys all know(!) - that PM's are sky-rocketing right now.

And you can have real fun watching as each and every other next 'expert' expounds on what the reason is or reasons are -, and you know they all have absolutely no clue.

The hidden rulers behind the scenes all thought they had absolutely and completely so succeeded in f*ing everyone over, and taking control and using their overwhelming superiority in political control, that they forgot that the world itself actually 'don't work like that.'

That is -, sure, humans are weak and you can overpower them, and mislead them and even just plain destroy them; but that is not 'the world.' Human beings are not the world, not all that is in the world and all that makes it up.

Really knowing
is different to just
average knowing.

The world of economics, is not controllable like that.

Economics is comprised not just of human agents in systematic models of flow and capital stocks and circulation, but of the real mathematical and 'dynamic geometry' of quanta.

You can't just 'make up' maths rules.

You can if you are asserting them on people, but you can't if you are trying to assert nonsense 'rules' onto real things.

Zero-Interest Ten-Year Bonds do not 'transition' into real money in an active economy, they can pretend to do it, but only in a dead economy: an economy that can produce no goods, no services; and that has no viable future. 

LOL

As soon as the odd handful of humans discovers real money is working, functioning, existing - then they take control back, of the viable means-of-production. They own the future and the governments actually lost it. And they (the governments) will never get it back either. It's gone. 

Takes a while to get going, this:

The Tree Of Joy

See if I were to give a full-on 'lecture,' it would turn out to be more difficult watching and listening to, than any of Ammon Hillman's lectures! ...Which are difficult enough.

Most of these matters that we have all been raising here recently, talking about, are surrounded by thousands of years, of misinformation and deliberate deception.

Hillman is a problem because his style and delivery makes you think he is a nut-case and permanently on mind-altering drugs and wants everyone else to join him in his revelries... And, I'm absolutely sure he would even say himself: 'yes, revelries, and why not?'

Strong drink!

No one has that much time that we can all simply afford to watch all of his stuff all the way through - but still, in there, there are some bits and pieces of absolute gold.

What I try and do here is distill it all down to just those elements that consist of the actual words and sources and meanings - that are completely key to really understanding what is going on in the Ancient Sacred Scriptures; so that we can extract the real meanings and use them, and get the desired results.

[This is the only short segment I can find, from Vadim's 'Night Games' in which he clearly is employing ritualistic 'mystery' techniques. Even so, the title of the 'Chapter/segment means 'entering the Darkness;' this is the darkness of the mishkan in which there is the 'apocalyptos']:

Entering The Darkness

[If you are able to watch the full movie somewhere (there are a few DVD's still around) you will absolutely see the true thing happen on film - it's just not in this bit and you will have to give a lot of leeway that he never had access to the special effects or production money that say Stanley Kubrick had. So try and get over that aspect].

He (Ammon Hillman) just told his usual audience very bluntly, what I have been saying for years here now, that the 'standard' canonical Scriptures, especially the OT ones, are deliberately skewed so as to obscure some hugely important aspects, one of those being to do with what originally went on inside the mishkan ('Tents of the Presence').

Even Congresswoman Anna Paulina Luna just went onto Danny Jones' Show and - in context of the ET Alien thing - actually drew attention to Plato!

This is very important.

Eirisioni...

'Atlantis' is referred to in the Bible but people are not told what it is all about. 'Khittim' (or sometimes 'Chittim' - as in Wealthy Ships of Khittim) - and Tyre and Sidon are 'Atlantis'.

'Atlantis' means a vast Empire built on the fact that their form of exchange was equally accepted and valuable everywhere: 'A-talant-iois;' we get the word 'talent' as in the form of Biblical money, from that.

As for 'Pietho' you all already know what the Nine Graces are:

Epic Poetry, History, Lyric Music, Sacred Hymns, Dance, Love Poetry, Dramatic Tragedy (you saw that in the Angel's Love video clip), Erotic and Comic Poetry, Astronomy.

The other name for all of these 'sisters' are the Kharites, which is from an Ancient Greek word for a special kind of tree - yes, the Chara-Zoe: The Tree of Eternal Life (Joy).

In Greece, there is a 'tree ritual' same as what the Norse people have, which is called 'Eiresioni.' The Christmas Tree (of Joy/Eternal-Limitless Joy).

Hillman just recently blandly gave away a huge item of real information and purest knowledge, in that he explained both in the Apocalypse and elsewhere especially Acts 16:14, the word that is virtually always translated as 'worshiped' in a very generalistic fashion - has in fact got a completely specific meaning in that it only applies to the complete 'Respect & Honor' of the God Dionysus.

So that when Lydia of Thyatira, the super-wealthy seller of the Murex Purple, is welcomed and 'converted' by Paul (and she gives him loads of money!), it was because she was already a 'provider of the Sabazomenai' - the rituals that completely showed respect and honor to the God Dionysus; she was not simply 'one who was a worshiper of God!' LOL

The Greek words for 'worship' are proskeni and latreia, not 'sabazomai' or any variant of that.

So the texts are actually not saying 'worshiper/worshiped.'

...To be materially involved with the Angeloi, you have to become one of the Angeloi.

And you can.

You '(Behold, lest they) ...reach out, and take of the Tree of Joy, and eat of it, and live forever.' 

That's in the Book of Genesis.

But humans 'Know Good and Evil,' whereas the Angeloi (of the kind you want to know) do not do any Evil at all - which means they are going to lead you round and round in circles, but with the clear objective of divorcing you from Evil.

It is utterly super-important to write down, to makes notes, whenever you have a real experience of something that you will put down to an 'outside' interference or involvement, because otherwise, living in the human world with its time-scale, it will seem to your ordinary mind that you never had any such experience/s at all - whereas you had heaps and very critical ones too!

'Marilyn Monroe' (the human Hollywood one) is a team of people.

And yes they are more or less doing the rituals that are all in such things as Ancient Sacred Mystery Rites and Scriptures - but maybe they are not necessarily grasping fully what they are doing, or for what actual purpose.

In any case, it's not up to them: this is exactly a 'Nine Muses' thing.

Typically, even the phrase 'Nine Muses' has been hijacked and is widely purported across the internet to reference some writers in modern times and so on; but it is not that of course.

The human being, human beings in their true perfected form - you - are incredibly complex and complicated; so don't be simplistic and look for the simplistic solutions.

The Prophet Jeremiah was still only around twenty years of age when the boy-king Josiah took power, and his courtiers had already begun the process of altering the 'mishkan' rituals to eliminate women from them - when originally, it was centered on women.

Jeremiah was already very mature when he started prophesying against the Kingdom of Judah - which means he never was arguing about anything before Josiah, because in any case, before Josiah, no one had altered anything to do with the standard common practice religious rites and rituals...

Jeremiah never says 'God told (him) to prophecy against the worship of Asherah;' he says that God explicitly spoke against the 'burning of incense to your vanity and to the Baalim...'

'Baalim' does not mean the 'god' Baal - it means Earthly masters of groups of people; same actual word as in Syria and Iran they say 'Mullah.' Mullah does not mean 'a God.' It means a 'master;' an Earthly 'Lord over -.'

The Ninth...Gate movie scene.
Very sinister.

Furthermore, Baalim means lots of masters. Jeremiah does not say 'lots of Els (Elohim; gods),' and nor does he say 'foreign Els.' He does not even say 'the Asherah.'

In fact, he points to what the people of Khittim and Kedar did and knew of their own history of 'Astarte' and the 'not-actual-God but still their first king' Melqart - and then what the consequences were when they stopped reverencing their traditional inheritance: aka, 'the Flood of Atlantis!' ...Although he obviously, at least not in the English translations, does not say 'Atlantis' but he clearly expects everyone to know what these great 'consequences visited by God,' upon the vast and wealthy sea kingdoms, were.

Again, the only new 'gods' or rituals that were going on, were in fact the ones that Josiah was introducing - and so the interpretation that modern Christians and Jews say about 'oh this was about monotheism' is rubbish, utter rubbish - Jeremiah is explicitly telling them that when they removed the actual rites and practices of the original mishkan, they 'sinned' against real God/Divinity.

Jesus Christ brings down the Pieri-Asteron into the 'darkened Upper Rooms...'

Yes you can have direct material involvement with Angeloi.

Just be careful and take it slowly and don't be in a hurry. Because they are not.

Lilac, and starry stuff. You've seen this before here. (German Operatic Aria). Means something a bit different to you now though, eh? LOL Absolute best-quality headphones, please! :

'Lit Crit' And Internal Chromatherapy

I posted the modernized Venice Operatic Aria sung by Sylvia Tosun a couple of days or so, ago.

Most people watching the official video of it would be disturbed by the apparent 'tragedy;' the taking a life, the disruption of a lover's nascent affair.

I posed the question to half a dozen people I knew and none so far was able to say who was the 'angel' of the song's lyric subject and song title.

'What?! Who are you? Go away!'

To cut (pun...) to the chase, it was the one (and in fact there were two there, one who held the 'victim' back while the first knifed him) with the switch-blade.

Yes, there are other 'angels' also there: two Hell's Angels.

Now you get it, right.

Great Art and Culture is filled with double meanings, and sometimes much more than just 'double.'

What I am seeking to do here is make things extremely truncated and easy. And that is in order to start some effects and to have them begin operating quickly and efficiently.

The whole of our modern life is not designed for anyone to go sit on a mountain-top 'Om-ing.'

So what I have done is get to something that works best and especially if you are tired out.

When the phrase is thrown around 'people are (too) materialistic,' what it really means is that they want to have palpable sensory stimulation directly - because they have no time to conduct all of the generally required preparations that move away the cares and pressures of the banal world, and get to the feeling/s straightaway.

'An Angel's Love.'
Y'all (some of you, I know)
didn't like this one;
ya got scared, right...

On the one hand they want to feel good, but they cannot afford the time to get themselves to stand at a sufficient distance from what actually is making them feel 'not good...'

'They cannot afford' meaning that their reactive brain is responding to the pressures, the deliberate pressures placed onto it, from overlords desiring to have and to maintain slaves; to keep them in slavery.

You see one problem is that when confronted with plain facts, most people today will go straight back to a false idea to which they have been made to cling, by having been swindled into an emotional compulsion, a state of addiction.

The number of times, for instance, that I have been very angrily countered by people, whenever I say that not only are the Dead Sea Scrolls not that old, but that the actual old complete text ones in there, are all in Greek not Hebrew or Aramaic and that the only Hebrew at all in any case, is in fragments...

The Book of Jeremiah and Nahum, are entire, and entirely written in Greek and they are reliably dated to around 300 BC.

The rest of the bits and pieces have very friable dating and the methods used are all 'debatable' and contested and debated.

Is it all tangled and twisted?

Same goes for whenever you want to talk about the world's oldest libraries - it is in fact the Tel Ebla in North East Syria, which existed at at least 3000 BC; and not the Library of Ashurbanipal in Iraq which dates to only around 700 BC.

And this is to say nothing of any collections of knowledge in Greater India, which could have been more than ten thousand years old.

People want to insist on things that are simply not facts.

Instead of just say what is a fact and then leave it at that for greater future knowledge to qualify, people have this insistent and very strident bent to, essentially, be slaves. To be enslaved by a very deliberate plan and scheme to keep them far away from opening up 'Cosmic-level' knowledge, you could put it.

In the darkness of the Theater, as the players enter the proscenium, from out of that darkness, that quietness, that break from the disturbances of the field of daily life and pressures, true thinking is able to emerge.

EVERYTHING is an imposition upon you, today.

People make you do things, material necessity forces you to avoid thinking qualitatively, and sheer physical exhaustion blocks you from entering the proscenium, to the Divine Presence/s.

The seven stanza ('rooms of a house') verse poetry of the Lord's Prayer, is similar to the Om-Na-Ma-Shi-Va-Ya-Om, similar to the Aum Tryambakam seven-step or seven ladder approach through the intellectual proscenium -, to the Divine Presence/s.

And, I would recommend any of those things to those who are worried and fearful of seeing, or approaching, what many people would say are 'Demonic Visions,' through the proscenium arch, to be under the Mishkan of the Presence of a Real Being.

Because you are not going to see 'Yahweh' and you are not going to see 'Allah.' You are going to see something as scary as the guy in the leather jacket with the flick-knife and the friend who could hold you restricted from running away or counter-attacking.

What you will see could easily start out disturbing you in the very same way that you were disturbed when you watched the Sylvia Tosun Aria about the almost-Romeo/Juliet tragedy scene in a cut-down form.

But anyway, here is the method:

You know what a traffic light is like - it has Red, Orange, and Green blazing signals in their turn.

Well, instead of that, in the state of absolute exhaustion and tiredness - which you should be in, in the modern daily world, at the end of your average given day - you must think about a traffic light, containing only the color lilac.

Most of the typical occult or esoteric texts that talk about these things say that you 'ingest the color' by say, thinking about a shaft coming out and entering into you.

Well, you don't.

Just lick it.

Taste it.

Sense it.

Imbibe it.

And like McLaren, you will win the Constructor's Championship.

Which they just did. Who would have thunk it...

And now the cheating begins! Won't be easy to the end, now that the reality is clear and they know who 'the enemy' is. Depends whose side you are on though, right, as to who the enemy is.